𝐔𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 || 𝐆𝐗𝐆 ||

34

Lydia's POV

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"You let my daughter drink alcohol?!" My father shouts and I sit in the living room as I stare at the ceiling, "I thought I could trust you both!"

"We got her home safe, sir." Luca was scared and I sit here laughing at nothing.

"I can see that, but you allowed her to drink?!" He says and there's a sigh, "Get off my doorstep, i'm highly disappointed in you three!"

"I'm sorry, sir." Luca quickly hurried off the doorstep and the door slammed shut but so quickly go and open it back up, Rea is walking back to the car but she looked over her shoulder at me and I run out of the house and to her.

"I don't think your father is a huge fan of me now, Lyds." She admits and I giggle.

"Well i'm a huge fan of you so kiss me." I grin and she chuckled and I wrap my arms around her neck and she pulled me in as she kissed me.

Being drunk makes this so much better.

My mind feels like it's exploding, my stomach feels like there's volcanoes erupting inside, my body feels like it's on fire.

"Rea hurry up!" Ryan shouts from the car with a sigh, "Luca is shitting himself!"

"Shut up!" I yell and he rolled his eyes.

I look at Rea who was smiling at me.

"Your father is watching you, did you know that?" She questioned and I look over at my father and waved and he rolled his eyes so I look back, "Lydia?"

"Hm?" I raise a brow and she her face quickly darkened which made me laugh, "You are so cute oh my gosh. I like when you go red it makes me go all happy and excited."

"So we have school tomorrow." She tells me and I try to stop myself from laughing but failed, she just smiles at me with those eyes that say you are my world and I'm going to give you the universe and beyond.

"School is crap but I see you so it isn't crap it's better because you make everything better." I smiled and her face darkened to maroon.

"We have pe, be my partner?" She questioned and I nod with a giggle, "It's freezing."

"I really do like you, you make me so happy please kiss me again. I don't want you to leave." I didn't let her respond I kiss her and she kissed me back until we head to separate.

My father had to drag me back inside and I end up falling asleep on the sofa.

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Waking up for school is something I hate on a usual day, but today is different. I have a really bad headache and I keep feeling like I am going to throw up, so it's terrible.

I'm standing on the doorstep of Rachel's house and now knocking on the door, I have Rea's hoodie on under my blazer because I am going freeze in a minute.

I knock again after a few more minutes and I finally hear someone coming down the stairs.

Rachel opened the door and smiled at me before letting me inside.

"They are getting changed still." She told me and I nod and walk over to the kitchen.

"Do you mind if I take some paracetamol?" I question and she shakes her head and walks over, "Are you okay?"

"Just feeling sick, that's all. Are you?" She asked and I nod as I take the paracetamol and the water, she does the same, "How are you feeling?"

"Like shit right now." I admit and she sighed.

"I can't hug you sadly since I don't want to spread the bug, but I would if I could, she's upstairs if you are wanting her." She told me and I thank her as we both go upstairs.

Rachel leaves to go over to her bedroom where I assume she is going to sleep for the rest of the day, and I enter Rea's room and go over to the bed and fall onto it.

"Hello to you to." She chuckled and walked over to me.

"I am going to fucking die." I groan and she laughed and pulled me up to face her and she has been crying and she's had no sleep from the bags under her eyes and the red rings around them, "What's wrong?"

"It's just been a bad morning." She told and I sigh and pull her into my arms and she hugged me tightly, "There's been a lot of overthinking going on in my head."

"What are you thinking about?" I ask and she shrugged as we lay in each others arms and she rests her head on my chest.

"Am I enough for you? Like do I treat you right, is there anything you want to change? It's just been on my mind like what if I have been messing us up and you don't want to talk about it?" She whispered and my heart aches in my chest.

"Rea." I say and she nods and I pull away from the hug and look at her and our eyes lock, she has tears in them, "You are amazing, perfect, and just beyond perfect for me and I couldn't ask for anything more. There's nothing I want to change between us, and you aren't messing anything up, if you were I would tell you but right now you have been amazing and making me feel special."

She was smiling when I finished and then she broke down into tears so I pull her back to me and she cries as she holds onto me.

"I haven't felt like this before Lyds, it's a new feeling." She told me and I nod and run my fingers through her hair, "I haven't loved someone like this, it's a really good feeling but I'm scared of messing it up because I have liked you for years now and I thought I would get used to it all and not be so scared, but I'm terrified of you just disappearing or finding someone better."

"But you, you are just so special to me and you have a special place in my heart and when you are around I am just so happy and I don't want you to leave." She whispered and I wipe her tears that fall down her cheeks.

"It's okay, Rea it's going to be okay I'm not going to leave you and I know loving someone like this can be scary and feel like something can happen quickly and it all ending, but it's not always like that. You and I aren't like that, our love is happy and if I have to be honest with you, I want to stay with you for as long as I can and I can't stay away from you." I say and she smiled and I smile back at her.

She looks back down and her fingers brush against mine and then lace together as we lay with each other.

"You make me happy Lydia, you make me so fucking happy and I want you to know that."