Our Baby- Book 1

Chapter 11

28 weeks pregnant
Week 4

Tony's bikini

Tamara's bikini

It was currently week 4 of our vacation and we had 2 more weeks left

We where leaving the first week in August to go back home

We where on the beach vibing

They where playing some nice ass Caribbean music

Next trip we definitely going to a Caribbean country

" Ooo bestie you can't get down again" Tamara said when one of our favorite Caribbean songs started playing

" bet"

We both bent over hands on our knees and shaking our ass

I stood up and moved my hips while going low and once I was in a squat position I started twerking

" OKAY GET IT SHAKE THAT BABY OUT" Tamara yelled

I laughed before getting up

" Lord I'm tired my baby shaken up" I said sitting in between Zisofye legs

" Must wanna go into labor early or sum" Zisofye said chuckling

Lord I but so much weight on

It's getting real hard to breath now real shit

I rubbed my bump and massaged it

These past few weeks here with Zisofye, my best friend, AJ and BJ have been fun

I get to bond with my friends and baby daddy/ girlfriend

I know my son will be brought into a non-toxic environment like what I grew up in

He will not be born into a non affectionate family

He will be taught well but you know Zisofye ghetto ass go do some shit to make my baby turn like ha ass

But one thing for sure he will know what real love is, I will everything in my power to protect and raise him in the right way

He will know to appreciate everything, to learn to give, to help people and how to treat a woman

Zisofye is going to spoil the fuck out of our baby

" You so fine" Zisofye said in my ear bringing me out of my thoughts

I smiled as she placed her head in the crook of my neck

I rubbed her locks as she rubbed my stomach

I opened my eyes to see Tamara recording

I smiled thinking of the day my son will see this documentary

From I had no bump to the day he was born

From week 1 to week 40

To the day we found out what the gender was

To the day I go into labor

For eternity

Forever and ever

A mothers love to her child is a beautiful thing

A mother's job is to nourish and grow up the child the way they should be grown

A mother should leave this earth at peace knowing that she grew her child right and he will continue down the right path

A mother is suppose to teach her child not to let anyone take there shit, give them shit unless they have earned it

A mother is to teach her child that they should love there wife and children

To own up to there responsibilities even if it was just a mistake

I no longer view this pregnancy as a mistake from the moment I saw my little dot on the first ultrasound

This pregnancy was a blessing to fill my void

The horrible place I was in before you came about

I have so much to say to him l, so much to teach him

To show him how much he is appreciated

That's a my prayer, a mother prayer

I wiped a stray tear and looked at my bump

It's like realization hit me he will be here soon

I want him here more than ever but I will miss this feeling

Him moving in my stomach everytime he hears or voice

I broke down before hugging Zisofye

" Mama why you crying" she said pulling me in her lap and rubbed my back

Tamara stopped videoing and came over to me and rubbed my back

" I can't believe I'm going to be a mom, and he's going to be here soon, he actually going to be in my arms" I said still crying

" I'm going to miss this feeling, him in my stomach and moving around. I just feel completed " I continued before wiping my eyes

Zisofye cuddled up to me and rested her chin on my head

Lord I pray that you protect my son from this horrible world, it's full of nothing but evil and ways makes our children go down the wrong path

Help us to bring him up in the way he should be grown so that when is older he may never depart from you

Help him to know that he is loved

I know I said it before but I mean it

I want my son to be the best person anyone has ever met

A sweet soul

Please lord

This is a mother's prayer to you for her son

A mother's prayer that comes deep from the heart

Amen