Closure || crb

fourteen

I finished editing the Hawaii vlog and published it. I was very nervous for this vlog.

People already know I went to Hawaii with them from the Instagram photos.

I've gotten some hate, intense hate, but I've ignored it. In the past week since I've been back, it's slowed down.

Sam, Colby, and Kat made tweets about it so it slowed down. I also haven't heard much from Hayden.

I've tried texting him a few times, but he won't answer. I slowly gave up knowing I can't get a hold of him.

Maya's been feeling a little better. School, work, and softball have been keeping her busy.

Today, all the girls, plus Maya are having a beach day. I think it'll be fun and it'll get Maya's mind off of Owen.

When the video was published, I closed my MacBook. I grabbed my black bikini and change into it.

I made sure to put on jean shorts and a Hawaiian dad shirt I bought from Maui. I put my hair in a ponytail to keep it out of my face.

I packed a beach bag for us. I packed a big beach blanket for us to lay on. I made sure to pack sunscreen for us.

I also packed a couple books, frisbees, and my speaker. Kat is bringing her beach chairs while Xepher is bringing the umbrella.

Devyn is bringing food and alcohol, plus water. She asked us what all we wanted and she would make it.

I swear, she's the mom of the group. Once I had everything, I asked Maya if she was ready.

We're meeting at Xepher's apartment so we can all ride together. Maya came down the stairs, ready to leave.

Maya and I drive to Xepher's apartment, listening to music. I think she's really excited for today.

Not because we're having a girls day but because she's seeing Kat for the first time in a couple years.

Maya always loved Kat. When we got to Xepher's, we were the first ones there. We walked in to see her sitting on her couch.

When she saw us, she smiled a little bit towards us. She got off the couch and walked over to us, she gave us both a hug.

"It's been so long since I've been to the beach, you guys don't understand." Xepher groaned.

I can't say much since I spent a few days in Maui just last week. "Girl, you don't understand how much I need this." Maya spoke.

Xepher frowned towards my little sister. "How've you been?" She asked nicely.

Maya and Xepher started talking about how she's been feeling recently. As they talked, I messaged Colby.

It was nice being romantic with him again. The whole thing made me realize how I've never lost feelings for him.

Devyn and Kat eventually came over. Maya and Kat squealed when they saw each other again.

Maya jumped off the couch and ran over to hug her. I couldn't help but smile to myself a little bit.

It's been so long since all five of us have been together. It honestly made me super happy we were able to get together again.

Since Maya wasn't of age, she offered to drive. We all agreed so we piled in the car.

Maya drove, Devyn had shotgun, and Kat, Xepher, and myself had the back.

We blasted music as we rode together, the wind blowing through the car since we had the windows down.

Once we got to the beach and picked our spot out, we all laid our stuff out. Devyn had three chairs so it didn't bother us.