Closure || crb

fifteen

My social media has been blowing up the past couple of weeks. One reason is because the boys posted their video from Hawaii.

I thought there would be more hate, people seemed to love I was back in the videos.

A lot of them went to my page and saw that my mom passed around the same time we stopped talking.

They seemed to finally understand that I'm a human being too. The other reason I'm getting blown up is because of Hayden's song.

Since it came out, everyone has made their theories up about it. I have gotten some hate from it, which I was expecting.

The cheating rumors are still up there. They say I cheated on Colby and was using Hayden.

They said since I'm friends with them again, I basically dropped him and went back to Colby which isn't the case.

I just think the theories are extremely funny. Like whoever thought it, I just wanna talk.

Once Hayden starts talking to me again, I wanna be able to post a video explaining everything with the two.

Of course, Hayden won't answer my calls or texts. I've tried being nice, but he's honestly been pissing me off.

Tonight though, I'm not going to worry about it. Tonight, Sam and Colby are throwing a beginning of Summer party.

There's supposed to be a bunch of people there. Devyn and Xepher are coming.

Corey isn't coming though. He's out filming for his friend, Elton's channel.

I was honestly excited about this tonight. I for sure needed it.

I was currently out right now, grabbing a box of white claws for Colby, a box of Trulys for Kat, and a couple different bottles.

I got Pink Whitney for myself and Jack Daniels for Colby. We had planned on finding a way on the roof, just like the old times.

This is the first party I've been to in a while. It's gonna be weird not having Jake or Corey there.

Every party I've been to, they've both been there. It is weird going over to their new house and not having Jake randomly screaming.

It's weird not walking into Corey's laughter. I miss them not being around the house.

I paid for all the alcohol and put it in the car. The boys and Kat were setting everything up beforehand.

Maya should be coming too, which makes me happy. When I got to the house, Sam and Colby were putting a beer pong table up in the back yard.

I put all the alcohol in the kitchen and I jogged upstairs. I knocked on Sam's door knowing that's where Kat is.

I could hear music playing from the other side of the door. I heard a muffled 'come in' before I opened the door.

She was on the floor, putting her makeup on. When she saw it was me, she smiled.

"Hey, girly. Did you get the alcohol?" She asked as I nodded. I leaned against up the door frame.

I nodded my head while I looked at her. "Can I join you with putting my makeup on?" I asked her.

She smiled at me and nodded her head. I went to Colby's room since that's where my makeup bag, dress, and shoes are.

I grabbed everything while going back to Sam's room. I closed the door and sat next to her.

It was fun getting ready with her, we sat there and gossiped the whole time.

It probably took us an hour and a half to finish getting ready. Once we were, it was about time for it to start.