everyone still makes things like this, right? like, a little mental of things they wanna start doing, do more of, and what they're gonna stop doing? well, i have my list!
a few things that im for sure i wanna do is skateboard.
i've wanted to skateboard for quite some time now! on my 15th birthday, one of my wishes was a skateboard, actually! and yeah, my desire to skate did stem down from my brother. hes just the coolest!
but like, just the scenario that its getting close to dark, i have my favorite grey fit on, i've got new scratches and stuff from falling on the concrete and in that little circle pit thing where people skate, being with a couple of strangers and pals, and having a great time is a really nice thing to think of. plus i really think i have the potential to skate! and transportationnnn~
also, yes, i did get a skateboard, i got my brother's old one that he decorated when he was still into Naruto, so it has like the Uchiha Clan marks, the Sharingan, and the clouds on their clan robes. it also says "Big Bro" on it which really makes it special to me!!
the only thing im nervous about is he bought wheels for them that doesnt stop even with the slightest push...yikes, imagine almost forgetting to brake...
i want to become better at guitar this year. beginner to intermediate!
right now i know a handful of songs, but there's always room for improvement. unfortunately that means barre chords, probably using a pick (i might skip this, i dont like using guitar picks, id rather the sounds be soft from my hands), and working more and more of my chord switching. i also need to learn more complex chords, because when i come across one (usually barre chords), i immediately try to find an easier alternative.
right now, i think i aced To My Future Self by Rav, and im struggling on my chord switching, which messes up the whole vibe in my opinion. this is with every song, but the biggest thing is, a part of me really wants to video tape myself playing and singing it, then sending it to him, but i know imma be hella embarrassed messing up on video or a little off key and he notices...
but i wanna prevent that, so practice practice practice!!
i need to step up my game in spanish. right now i think im pretty good, (im still very dependent on deepl and spanish translator) and im hardly speaking it. i wanna be fluent one day, not only will this be good for me socially and occupationally, but i've also got mexican characters, and i could open up alot more on them! meaning it could help me when i finally decide one day, im becoming an artist.
wherever i end up moving when im old enough, i wanna get a cute lil 2 bedroom apartment! that means i really need a good paying job, and an artist is pretty good there! part time i might be a prep chef, which pays a good amount, too. i need to invest in a bank account and learn how to save money, and all that good stuff. im probably gonna be alone in there (y'know, unless isharetheplacewithmybf), but im still gonna have pets! hopefully a chihuahua and snails, or a reptile! so i gotta keep money for them on the side, and myself of course! :DD
becoming better socially.
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okay, as much as i say im fine with the amount of friends i have, its embarrassing just saying "i have a highschool friend!" in college.
'"a" highschool friend!? jeez, kid you're lonely.'
yeah, i know.
i needa break out of my shell!...someday. not this week! catch me uhh.....july is a good time.
but i mean, with the things im doing now, guitar, drawing, possibly skateboarding if my sister lets me go to skating rings, those are good opportunities to introduce myself and maybe make a friend with the same interests.
i've made friends in every other way online,
my dead interest in undertale
creating characters
memes
roleplaying
my dead interest in Naruto
my increasing interest in Sally Face
etc!!
and im so happy to have made those friends!! seriously, it was a handful, and there's so many memories. but face to face friends, i know i'll need in the future.
i cant really fly out to Arizona,,,or, wherever else my friends live.
so, yeah! those are my plans for the future!! not alot, right? pathetic, right? well i think its a perfect amount, and if i build to what i want, i think i'll be pretty happy.
morals! why do every one of my stories now have morals, the snails' names will definitely be based off of my favorite albums or songs like "Ramona" and "Vestige"; something dumb, im actually really scared of that skateboard and its nonstop moving wheels, i got done with homework a little earlier today, why tf is Utah so expensive, to being introverted! *clink*, chihuahuas are so cute...okay bye. :}}
