WOAAAH WOAH WOAH WOO-OAH! its been so long typing out a damn chapter!
part is to blame for the fact that homework is hella harsh on me, it being the second to last week, another part to blame is me. shocker!!
ive been reading more stories on here rather than writing! but seriously i needed to write something,,,anything! i was going insane not doing so.
at least now i know, almost all Pennywise stories include smut....and oh my god is it bad. and you have a better chance with killer stories if theyre about Jason (since hes all that i search up-) because he just acts like a cute lil beasty!
okay! boredom. boredom sucks, and when im bored, im a whiny lil bitch. this is no joke, bc who likes being bored?
of course i have ways to relieve that boredom, most of which i do on my computer during school hours...procrastination sucks. but, its effective!!
what i do is i scroll Quora, ill talk to my friend, draw, search up random music i remember, ill scroll my favorite singers twitter, talk to my bf, or listen to music.
Quora, talking to my bf, and listening to music is DANGEROUS. ill do it for a long time without stopping and before i know it, it goes from 9 to 11...really quickly...and i wouldnt have started my work. i should have mentioned writing/reading stories in the morning is dangerous too, but ive been away from the first option for some time.
i try to stay away from youtube, sometimes ill look at movie clips or music, or just random videos in my recommended, but i never stay on more than 10 minutes
the internet archive is pretty interesting too, because then, i can see tons of stuff thats lost about Parappa the Rapper, and i can find Exociety songs thats not on spotify because thats all i use!
also i should mention im scared to search up parappa on here. people are scary.
buuuut when the days over and the chores are finished, thats when boredom really kicks in. i cant do anything on weekdays, hardly anything on the weekend, and sometimes i think my life will carry on like this until im middle aged with bad kidneys!
in my shared room, two smaller kids and a baby, all we can watch is limited already, and im always stuck watching some idiotic show, Yo Gabba Gabba or Spongebob so the baby can shut up. it catches my attention because duh...lights, color and music, but i hate watching it. and lots of the time, i cant leave the room. nobody can!! cant draw in the room, cant write in the room, nada! we have an Alexa and i only listen to music occasionally, otherwise ill sing or block everything out for a nap or something.
i also have my scott pilgrim books! im rereading them now, im onto the 3rd book for like the 9th time or something. when i read them though i swear i always get bothered, i hate being talked to when im concentrating on something, so i drown out everything around me and ignore it all unless its really important. kinda mean? maybe! but shit, let me have some time to myself!
yesterday i finally pulled out my hidden pencil and a piece of paper so i can write a little bit after hours, i have to be really stealthy and wait until everyone are in the rooms because theres cameras, but i was too tired last night to do much of anything. i hope i have energy for some writing tonight, and maybe some Juan Gabriel or Daniel Caesar....maaaaybe RuPaul.
i would draw but thats alot of movement- plus i have so many story ideas i thought of and taken off Quora!! i wish i had a mini diary along with my bigger one so i can use it for stories, but stray paper works fine too.
otherwise, theres not much else to do,,,daydreaming, yeah sure! but then i fall asleep, so daydreaming just for the daytime...
i never thought of it, but Alexa has games and stuff to play,,! maybe that can become something i do after hours. this sounds more like a party now. i just get bored! theres also looking out the window since my bed is the closest to it, sometimes ill see lost cats or other animals or i just watch the street lights/traffic lights.
staying ocupado is the motto. if im not doing anything, thats a problem-
oh, also, on that last sentence, i spent like 30 minutes looking through Fahrenheit 451 memes, only to return back to wattpad and realize i have nothing else to cure my boredom.
uh uhmm uhhsmm s a m mmmorals?
i have to get to work, seriously whoever thought of this picture i love you,
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Quora is also half of my memes in my gallery, i dont know what else to write, how is it possible for a human to be 6'10, i badly need more hobbies to pick up on or something, im so disappointed this is so short, daydreams are my only hope these days, or pretending im hosting a concert in my brain, im gonna search up parappa on here despite being petrified and ill put what happens here
theres so many oneshots! 0.o i just want headcanons though, i remember reading the "parappa's sewer slide" one, that made me sad- ooohhhh i forgot about parappa x pj- i was so invested in sunny getting with him! i demand more creepypastas bc they make me laugh. i also demand more on Takoyama and Guru Ant because theyre my favorite teachers!! Cheap Cheap Chicken is too! WAHOO I FOUND MORE INCORRECT QUOTES!!! ifoundatakoyamaxreaderanditstakigalottonotsavethatshit
OH FUCK THERES A GURU ANT ONE TOO- okok no just headcanons and incorrect quotes, i havent stooped that low yet for x readers of this cute ass game.
oH FUCK LOOK AT THE TIME!! i gotta- wr wortk workk ieieieie you wont find no x readers of these babies in my for later, but youll find a ptr section!!
