Between Us

Addie

"I should be happier now so why do I feel this quiet?" BLOCK ME OUT-GRAICE ABRAMS

"wha..t..what are you talking about." In a shakey breath I lifted my head seeing Liz being held with a knife at her throat as I'm restrained in a god damn chair.. Pathetic..

"Luca is your cousin.. Your not actually twins you were born early due to your mother accident and father hadn't knew you existed and by then you were already recongize as a Meadow not just that since your actual mother and your aunt are identically the same from hair till the eye making them impeccable similar except their personality triats you and Luca having similar traits didn't surprise your uncle and aunt so they took you in and made you a Meadow Ms.clark.

*gasp* I gasped at the shockness from this it didnt make sense it couldnt.

Liz stared at me with pleading eyes..

They slit her throat..

God what have I done..

In that moment the girl woke up in a wheezing way trying to catch her breath.

Muttering curse words that it was just another dream.

It had been two years since Liz left and she kept having nightmares of everyone she cared about dying.

For someone who got her revenge got justice for Vin sister after Liz help. Jake got the girl.. She got to have a father.

A couple year's ago she would've been happy.

Now everything felt so vain..

She had watch the girl from afar..

Too afraid of inciting anything still thinking she's not worth it.

She had paid heavy money to make sure nothing leaked.

She had started therapy six months ago after she destroyed her apartment a couple months back. She got wasted on the anniversary of the day they met.

Her therapist had spoken about expressing herself more.

She still struggled.

Being twenty one and being a CEO of a company.

She had remain as LPS chairwomen but all the work. Luna, Vin, and his sister ran the place.

If she hoped for a chance with Elizabeth..

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"So have the medication been helping Addlina?"

"They actually have sometimes i'm just a little drowsy when I go to work or school."

"Okay make sure to eat breakfast sometime not eating makes you have those side effects if it keeps happening on our next session i'll see if we can modify your pills."

"And the dreams? Are they still occurring?"

"Um..yeah it was about her."

"You always say her Addlina whose her?"

"Liz"

"So this Liz was the girl who we've had our session about and you had a nightmare base of her?"

Thats was the hard part of therapy.

Opening about the things that made you weak and vulnerable.

But it has been helping before I couldn't even be a friend i'd just been very angry with myself.

Now I drown in work and try to be a friend.

"I think you have forgiven yourself for everything that happened the past few years that you keep dreaming. If you forgive yourself they might just stop haunting you."

|Authors Note|

i swear i be trying new writing styles in every chapter to see which suit which better

Motherfucker..

905 reads?

holy shit.

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