The road to recovery

Chapter 1

Stiles was sat at the dining table with his father. The sheriff had asked Stiles to sit down shortly after he came downstairs. Stiles couldn't help but feel nervous. He knew what his father wanted to talk to him about, but he had no idea how this conversation would go.

It's been 3 weeks since the nogitsune. 3 weeks since he was separated from void. 3 weeks since Allison and Aiden died.

Stiles can't help but feel guilty about their deaths. He knows logically that he isn't responsible but that doesn't change the way he feels. It also doesn't help that some part of him doesn't feel bad about their deaths.

Allison kidnapped Erica and Boyd leading to their deaths and she turned a blind eye to Gerard kidnapping Stiles and beating him in the basement.

Aiden was working with the alpha pack. He helped kill Boyd, he terrorised the pack and who knows how many other packs he helped Deucalion kill before they made it Beacon Hills.

Part of him was happy they had died and couldn't hurt anyone else he cared about and that...that made him feel awful.

It didn't help that Scott couldn't look him in the eye or that Lydia looked like she wanted to throw up anytime she encountered Stiles.

It's been 2 weeks since Stiles found out that he, himself had become a kitsune. Since he found out he was a nogitsune. 2 weeks since he has spoken to anyone in the pack.

Stiles had been feeling unwell since the nogitsune possessed him. It could have something to do with the lack of eating and sleeping but Stiles' father was worried and despite Stiles vehement disagreements, his father had taken him down to Deaton's for a magical check-up.

Stiles didn't trust Deaton, but Stiles' father just wanted Stiles to be okay, so he went. It was there that Stiles found out that when the nogitsune split bodies with Stiles, Stiles seemed to have entered the wrong body.

Apparently, Stiles was supposed to stay in his own body and not the one made by the nogitsune, the body that was made with magic, magic that fused with Stiles' own.

Wasn't that just a kick in the teeth, Stiles had no idea he had his own magic until that discussion.

That spark that Deaton had told Stiles about once, very briefly, yeah that was his magic. This is why Stiles didn't trust the vague bastard.

Anyway, after Deaton told Stiles that the nogitsunes magic had fused with his own to make him a kitsune Stiles didn't believe him. That was how they ended up in Kira's house talking with Noshiko about whether it was possible to become a nogitsune.

Noshiko agreed with Deaton, after running her own tests on Stiles, that he was a dark kitsune. She tried to explain to him that, that didn't make him inherently evil. Just dark. But he couldn't hear her over the sound of his blood turning cold.

He didn't even know that that had a noise.

Stiles wasn't sure how the pack found out about his change in species...probably Deaton, the sneaky bastard.

Okay so Noshiko could have told her daughter, but Stiles was sure that it was Deaton.

The pack stopped speaking to him after they found out. They say that they just needed time and space to be alone and process. Stiles tried to believe them but with the way they surrounded each other it was obvious that they really only needed space from him.

Stiles had a massive panic attack when he got home from school that day.

It's been 1 week since Stiles had left the house, 1 week since he went to school and 1 week since he saw anyone in the pack.