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Topper helped me in the passenger seat and I tried to regain my senses. "I don't wanna go home." I announced. I was tired and felt I was gonna fall asleep any second. Topper was making his way to the drivers seat but somebody stopped him. I squinted my eyes to see who it was and surprise surprise, Rafe. I opened my door quietly to hear the conversation.

"She doesn't want to go home." Rafe asserted. 

"I don't care what she wants, you shouldn't have brought her here." Topper asserted back. 

"Well I did anyways, let me take her back to my place." 

"Dude I thought you were gonna stay away from her? Whatever happened to that?" 

"What if I don't want to stay away from her?" Rafe admitted. I felt my cheeks blush and I smirked to myself.

"Don't be a fucking idiot Rafe. Loot at you man. You're a mess, and she's my sister."

"Don't act like you give a fuck about her Topper. You want to be daddy's favorite again so you think redeeming yourself with y/n will help you win him back." Rafe tried to walk towards the passenger side where I was, but Topper shoved him back.

"And you don't act like this little game your playing with her isn't just to sleep with her. I know you Rafe." I instantly felt sick to my stomach after Topper spoke those words. "You brought her here to get high and fuck, right Rafe?" He continued. This time I actually threw up. The guys both looked in my direction and rushed to help me. Rafe tried to help me out of the car but I pushed him back.

"Is- is that true Rafe?" I slurred my words looking up at him with my eyes filling with tears. Maybe it was the alcohol, or maybe it was just the fact that I believed he was really sorry for everything he's done before. Yet here I am. 

"y/n, we need to get you home." Rafe avoided the question.

"Is it true Rafe?" I simply asked back, this time more demanding. He didn't say anything, but looked at me in defeat. "Fuck you." I cried out. I started walking towards the road hoping to get out of that shit situation but I stumbled every step I took. 

"y/n, just let me take you home." Topper started walking towards me.

"No, no I don't want to be anywhere near you guys." I fumbled out my phone and dialed Kie's number. I figured she would probably be the fastest to get to me. 

"y/n it's 3 am, are you alright?" She answered.

"I need you to come get me." I started heaving. 

"Where are you?" She sounded concerned.

"This party..." I started. I realized I didn't know the address so I walked out further to the street and read the sign. "Bridgers Street. Please hurry." 

"On my way." Kie hung up the phone. I sat down in defeat and tears began streaming down my face. Maybe it was the alcohol, or the feeling of disgust. Whichever one it was, it didn't feel very good. 

Rafe sat down beside me but I was too weak to move away. "I'm sorry y/n, but it's not what it sounds like I promise." He tried to reassure me. I didn't want to hear any excuses at this point. 

"I don't care Rafe. I'll never care for you again." I said that as I raised my head to look at him. He looked defeated, and maybe disappointed. But what do I care. He just nodded his head and looked away. He didn't get up to move, so we just sat in silence until Kie arrived. 

She helped me in the car and we left to her place. The whole car ride I felt a lump in my throat. I hated how complicated this whole thing with Rafe has gotten. I knew deep down I liked him, but every interaction with him has told me why I shouldn't like him. Yet I still find myself wishing I went home with him. We arrived to Kie's house and she helped me inside. 

"y/n you can sleep in my room tonight." She said guiding me in her room. I laid down on her bed and cried myself to sleep as Kie comforted me.

the next morning

I had been awake for a while sitting by Kie's window. Finding out Rafe's intentions was gut wrenching. Even if he said it not what it sounds like. It still hurt. It was still on my mind like the rest of Rafes existence. 

I heard Kie shift awake and turned to see her. She looked at me with sympathy and walked to sit next to me. 

"How are you feeling love?" She said with a soft voice.

"Overwhelmed." I admitted. She smiled softly then embraced me. 

"Kooks are assholes." She whispered. I chuckled and smiled. She pulled back and grasped my shoulders. "How about a pouge style surf day?" 

"Immediately yes." I smiled.

We got ready, ate breakfast, and headed down to the cut to meet with the rest of the Pouges. When we got there, John B and Pope were already out on the waves. 

"Hey girls, ready to get shown up today?" JJ laughed as we joined him on the sand. 

"In your dreams JJ. We're both better than you!" Kie laughed back. 

We made our way out to wave shortly after we dressed and waxed our boards. We spent the entire day out of the waves and it was the most fun I've had since the last time we all surfed together. The Pouges were becoming family, and I couldn't be happier. 

𝐀/𝐍 - Hey guys soooooo sorry for this late ass update! I've been so busy. I'm leaving to go to New York for the first time tomorrow and I'm staying for 6 daysss! I'll bring my laptop just in case some inspiration sparks:) I love you all and thank you so much for the love and support! Lmk what you guys want next!