She had a really rough childhood. She had a lot of self confidence issues, she got into trouble a lot, she was pushed into a role she didnt like. That shaped most of her attitude later in life. Before she met Shinjuro she was basically hooked on a new person's arm by weekly. The good old 'you never loved me maybe they will' situation. She was forced to have a relationship she didnt want with her parents till they died. She didn't start liking or respecting herself untill her parents were gone.
Shes generally small, she gets sick a lot, shes easy, she lacks basic self respect, she was a target for men who thought they could save someone. White knights. However, she took everything too hard. She was bat shit crazy if she was treated wrong. Many of her Ex's still advoid her because of it.
