(IMPORTANT A/N) This chapter will have a section that talks about September 11th, 2001. It is in memory of those who could not escape the terrorist attack, and those who lost friends and family in the attacks. You will know when the section comes up, and I would like for any commenters to please be serious and responsible about what they say, as this is not in any way a funny or joking event. Thank you. (Also, I am aware that it isn't anywhere near 9/11 but this chapter is just where this fits well.)
Continue reading, and I hope you enjoy this chapter, and from the bottom of my heart, please don't let this bring you down, have a wonderful day.
Donnie's POV
I sighed as I played with G's hair. We were currently laying on the couch together, her in my lap. I had refused to talk to Leo or Raph or even Splinter for the past 2 weeks since Mikey woke up. I talked to everyone else but I would't listen to them. If they wanted a kid, they could have a kid. If they wanted an immature little bitch, that's what they'd get. At least I had the others still.
"What's wrong babe?" G asked. I shrugged as I started braiding her hair.
"I'm just not in a great mood." I said quietly. She sighed.
"I know, but hey, you've still got me!" She grinned. I chuckled.
"I know I do, I've got you and all the others, I just wish I could have all of my family.... and you know.... Lily...." I sighed. She shook her head.
"When will you fucking get over her. She doesn't even have anything to do with this situation, and plus you have me now. She's not coming back so just leave it." She huffed. I sighed.
"I know she's not coming back, and I know she doesn't have anything to do with this. The memories just come back when stuff like this happens and..... I just miss her.... I mean I love you, and I know I have you, but I just.... I mean.... She was just such a big part of my life.... To lose that is just..... It hurts...." I said sadly, on the verge of tears.
"You weren't even with her for that long! Not even a year!" She groaned
"I know it wasn't very long but in the time that I was with her we just got really close ok? She saved my life, she helped me through a lot, I had so much in common with her, she was just great ok? I'll get over her eventually, but I just need time." I said, trying to calm her down.
"It's been YEARS! She's been dead for YEARS!! Hoe much fucking time will it take?!"
I was starting to get pissed now.
"I don't know ok? I don't know how long it will take but I would appreciate it if you would be supportive of me. I know she's my ex and your ex friend but she was important to me and now she's gone, how did you feel when Ed broke up with you?" I snapped. She shut up instantly, just crossing her arms and huffing.
"How is Ed anyway?" She asked after a minute. I shrugged.
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