Hey guys! So I would like you guys to read my bio if you haven't but this will probably be about the same thing. I seriously apologise for all the non-updates lately and for not updating but let me explain.
These past couple yeas have been kind of rough for me personally. I've been fighting trying to understand myself (sexuality/gender/etc.) and I've been through a few relaionships and friendships and my stories here got pushed to the back. I just wasn't emotionally or mentally balanced enough to write on Wattpad while also trying to balance school, family, friends, relationships, and myself.
Lately I've been a little more stable on some of those fronts. A year long, long distance relationship ended a little while ago and I recently came out as gender fluid, but since those things, everything has kind of settled. I know who I am more now and I'm not fighting with myself trying to hide anything anymore. Being single for a little while again now has helped me kind of sit down a recollect and just learn that I need to take care of myself first and I can't be as reliant on others as I have been for the past couple years trying to compare myself to others and make others help me understand myself.
I now am feeling much more confident and stable on those fronts and I am now feeling more prepared to write, but now I have a little less time. I don't have any off periods this semester and my two AP and Honors classes are a lot of work (I know wow so many hard classes *saracasm* but leave me alone! AP is stressful! X'D) plus I want to explore different things! I want to work on my drawing and such and try out more photography and other things now. Anyway, I do have somewhat less time and I still am not super motivated to do these stories.
So, I have decided that none of the books will be on hold anymore. I will not have an update schedule or specific chapter lengths anymore. I've decided that I will just update whatever books I want, whenever I have time and am feeling up to it. I don't want to promise you guys something I can't give anymore.
I am still completely open to some of you cowriting some of my books if anyone wants to. I do have some guidlines for that but I'll only get into that if you are interested x'D just DM me if you want to try it out and I'll give you the details!
Anyway guys, I hope this is ok with everyone. I'm growing up you know, hobbies like this sometimes just need to come second or third or fourth to everything else. I'm a Junior now, I need to figure out college and make sure I keep my grades up right now. I need to keep my own health first. I need to learn how to drive :')))) I just need to put other things before this now. I wish I didn't, I would love to just write all day and all night, but unfortunatley that isn't realistic.
I hope you guys understand and are ok with this, again I'm super sorry about all these teasing updates that sren't actual chapters I wish I had good real chapters for you but I just need to make sure you guys all understand these things.
In other news, I might start some more books! I know you're all screaming at me not to XD but honestly at this point I'm not really about finishing any of my books. It's really more about me just having a lot of ideas that I want to share and try to put into words! They'll all most likely be short stories that'll be trash but hey I just wanna put 'em out there! If any of you like them for some reason and want to use them for your own stories feel free! I would like a little credit if you use my ideas directly but if you're just coming up with your own stories based on inspiration from mine or if any of you have done that already for some strange reason feel free to do so and please DM or comment me links! I would love to see what you guys are up to!
So here are some ideas I had for some new stories in case anyone is interested, tell me what you think! (No promises on any of these these are just ideas):
Draco Malfoy x Harry Potter
Markiplier x Jacksepticeye
Tcest??? Maybe idk real iffy on that one
Attack on Titan fanfic
Aot would probs include Jean x Marco
Other random stories I've come up with similar to things like AISEE and Link
Other things like The Black Stag
Dragon Age?? Inquisition most likely since I haven't played he other games but maybe a Fenris one cause I love Fenris from what I know about him XD but yes probs Dorian or Bull or both maybe some Krem maybe some Sera I love the gays
Undertale???? Idk how I would do that but I love undertale
Maybe some scifi shit?? Idk lol
And many other ideas haha
Anyway thank you guys so much. To those who have stayed with me for so long, even through these last years of all my bullshit X'D it really means a lot to me that you guys are still here. And to the newcomers, thanks for reading! I'm happy you all enjoy my work! Even my trash from middle school! X'3 I'm sorry I'm not a great updater, but thanks for reading anyway!
Anyway thank you guys so much, I love all of you. Please leave for thoughts and whatever else in the comments! And hopefully I can get some update of something out sometime
soon! (Again, no promises)
<3 <3 <3
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