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"Are you even sure you want to go back to California, Brendon is in magazines a lot lately and nothing they're saying is good." Jordan said putting another french fry in his mouth.
"To be honest I haven't been sure of anything in awhile." I sighed pushing my food around on my plate. I just haven't really been hungry lately.
"You can say that again." Mike laughed in a dry way with no humor to it.
"Can you just stop?" I snapped dropping my fork which resulted in a loud bang causing people throughout the restaurant to give us weird looks.
"Aves, he has a point you've been on and off with Brendon since you got together and every time you too are on a break for any reason, you date someone else and you just end up breaking it off with them when you want to get back with Brendon. It's very fair you're playing with other people's emotions its not just effecting you anymore." Jordan leaned back in his chair.
"She only cares about herself, and she just doesn't want to be alone. I'm not going to be your rebound though." Mike said pushing his plate away from him.
"I need to clear my head. I'm uh I'm sorry." I said pushing myself up and quickly leaving the restaurant.
I found myself sitting alone on a bench in a random park, I watched as little kids played running around on the playground as their parents kept a close eye on them while chatting with the other parents. I saw a group of boys around my age skating around trying to impress the girls who sat close by watching them. One even went so far as to kissing one of the girls after perfectly landing a trick he'd been attempting to do since I got here, I'm guessing it was his girlfriend. That was the moment I realized I was in too deep, I'm too young to had almost had a kid, I should be hanging out with people my age and going to parties I should've finished high school with my friends. So that's when I decided to call my parents and tell them I wanted to come home.
I stayed at thee park for a lot longer than I thought seeing it was getting dark by the time I left. I called my parents crying but they thought it was a good idea for me to come home so that's the plan.
"Um hey, I need you both to sit down and hear me out. Don't talk just listen and save any statements or questions till the end." I said when I walked into my apartment. Jordan and Mike silently sat on the couch and I took a deep breath.
"I'm leaving, I'm not going back to California. I'm going home and you probably won't hear from me for awhile if you do at all. I some how wiggled my way into this life of dating band members and band hopping and I don't like what's happened to me. So I'm moving back in with my parents for a little before I go to college, it's only a community college but I'm dorming there and selling my apartment, and I'm going to be normal Avery again. I'm not only giving you guys up, everyone. That includes Brendon. You're my best friends and I'm going to miss you but you guys will be okay, you have the album coming out which means tours and stuff and you don't need my dramatic teen problems in your life. I'm rambling and there is so much more I want to say but It'll hurt too bad to say goodbye so let's leave it at that goodbye cause this already hurts me enough. Please leave I'm so sorry." I was crying at this point.
"How much have you thought about this?" Jordan practically whispered.
"Just go, please." I said not looking directly at them. But I could hear them getting up, they both hugged me and kissed my hair. I didn't hug them back or say anything I just allowed them to leave it was for the best.
I pulled out my phone sending a group text to Dallon, Pete, and Patrick hoping they'd relay the message to the rest of them. 'Don't contact me, It's for the best I promise. -Avery' they sent messages back right away but I ignored them sending one final text 'It's over, like really over. It's not a break or that we need space. It's over, I will always love you but it's okay for you to stop loving me. Good bye Brendon' My heart shattered as I pressed send, I walked into the bathroom and filled the sink with water splashing some on my face to try and compose myself. It's for the best I kept repeating. For the best, for everyone. I tossed my into the sink full of water as my phone vibrated with one last text.
'I love you Avery. Xoxo Brendon'
The End.
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Soooo, Spun 180 is over but I didn't think i'd ever get 8K reads by the end and I did, so drum roll please I'm writing a sequel called Spun 360, please tell me you understand the connection. I'm going to post it once I have a few chapters done. Comment if you have any questions and I'll try to answer maybe in a separate chapter what ever you guys prefer. Thank You so much for reading this, you're all amazing and I love you for actually reading my crappy book that made utterly no sense. Be on the look out for Spun 360, coming soon. <3
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FanfictionAvery Clark knew she was different then every other Panic at the disco fan but who knew that Brendon would notice and who knew he would come into her life and spin her 180 degrees. Will he change everything about her or will Preppy Avery change him?
