Spun 180•

Chapter 27

You're seriously going to hate me. I'm sorry. I love you guys.

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"Avery where are you?" I heard Brendon calling out. I felt too weak to respond as I laid on the cold bathroom floor. I was freezing and I don't know how long I've been laying here. All I know is I felt sick so I got out of bed but I didn't want to worry Brendon so I quietly went to the bathroom and sat on the bathroom floor. I must look like a mess now from crying and I've been throwing up a lot of blood.

"Oh my god Avery!" Brendon shouted rushing into the bathroom.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." I cried out more as a whisper. I was shaking by now not just a little tremble no I was full on shaking. Brendon picked me up holding me in his arms and running downstairs. I already knew something was really wrong with me because he was on speaker phone with Dallon and I finally realized it was four in the morning. I kept mumbling and crying, and I still couldn't stop shaking.

"I don't know! I found her laying half unconscious on the bathroom floor" Brendon cried to Dallon on speaker phone.

"Brendon where are you going right now? What are you doing?" Dallon said panicking I heard a lot of bangs on the other line.

"To the hospital Dallon, I'm driving to the hospital" Brendon slightly shouted.

"Okay I'm going to meet you there okay she'll be fine you'll be fine okay?" Dallon said.

"Okay" Was all Brendon said before I blacked out.

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I woke up on the bathroom floors, quickly getting up I looked in the mirror. I looked horrible like hadn't slept, ate, or bathed in forever. It looked as if I had been crying for weeks. I shook my head walking out of the bathroom and down the dark hall. A door was open at the end of the hall just a crack I followed the light walking into a nursery. It was pink and everything looked untouched. I looked around the little pink room this must be Casey's soon to be nursery.

A picture frame fell off the wall behind me causing me to jump. I walked over picking up the broken picture frame it held a picture of Brendon and I with a baby girl the only part of the glass in the frame that was broken was over the baby girl. I quickly opened the back of the picture frame trying to see the full picture but the front of the picture was blank the back just read RIP. I dropped the picture frame to ground as the walls turned grey.

In that moment something inside me snapped as I destroyed the room. Smashing lamps and empty picture frames, pulling out dresser draws of all white baby clothes and dumping the contents all over the floor, I knocked over all the furniture. Crying and screaming but I wasn't even sure why I was. I fell to the floor looking around at the destroyed room the grey walls and the dull colors of the furniture and clothes. In the center of all the destruction laid a pink stuffed bunny.

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"You said it was going to be okay Dallon, you said it would be okay! I hate you. Why would you lie to me?" I heard Brendon crying as I came back to reality.

"Shh you don't mean that. You're okay, she's okay. I know this is a lot to deal with but the two of you will get through it. Ill be her for the both of you, always." Dallon whispered trying to calm Brendon down.

"We had a name and everything. She was going to be a daddy's girl. I was going to spoil her and give her everything in the world." Brendon continued to cry.

"I know you would've and you would've been amazing parents the two of you." Dallon said. I opened my eyes starring at the too guys in front of me.

"She didn't make it." Was all I could choke out. My voice was hoarse and my throat was sore. My eyelids felt heavy. I could tell I looked like a mess just like I had in that dream. In that nightmare, that nightmare that was now my reality.

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Im so sorry. Oh my god. Im terrible. I am. That was so dark. I didn't even know I could right like that.

Honestly i had been planning to have her loose the baby from the moment she got pregnant but I just wrote the chapter and I never expected it to be like this. Oops.

Again it's really short but it was a double update and it was so intense and I'm sorry.

This story is going took such a turn. Dang. I hope you guys don't hate me. Someone please at least give me props because that was some dark stuff I just wrote and I didn't even know I had it in me to write anything like that. Okay I'm sorry you guys aren't proud you're all getting ready to kill me I get it.

I'm sorry.