Pretty little Wallflower

Chapter 9

"Babe, aren't they so cute, look at them and that pillow wall didn't last long ", "come on, this is getting creepy now let's just pretend we didn't see anything". The people talking and the door shutting is what wakes me up. Rock hard is something my bed is not. I open my eyes to see a half naked Theo, I start to remember how I got here. Jackson and his stupid movie marathon. Waking up in his bed isn't the worst thing, it's what I did last night that opened the doors to everything else we did. I kissed him, me not him. I need to find my shorts and get the fuck out of here before he wakes up, this wasnt a drunked mistake so i cant blame it on that. I'm halfway out of his embrace before he says "don't even think about it" he says in his groggy morning voice that makes my pussy instantly wet as he pulls me back into him. His hands go to the same place they were before I tried to sneak off, one around the back of my head and the other on my ass and he gives it a squeeze. I feel safe, more safe than I've felt in a long time and it's scary. I can't be feeling like this for him. I don't have it in me anymore to care or to end up loving someone else, not when everyone I care about ends up hurt because of me. I can't do that to him or myself.

I had my first night with no nightmares or waking up covered in sweat without taking my medication to help me get a better night's sleep. All I needed was a night with Theo to make me have a good night's sleep and that terrifies me. I need to get out here and go home. "Im gonna get a shower, then we can go downstairs, unless you want to go down now by yourself?I'm not sure if Baker and Mayla are up yet" he says while giving me a quick kiss before he gets out of bed. "They're up, they came in and saw us" I say with a disgusted look on my face. "Don't be like that, they most likely don't know anything happened unless they heard you moaning my name last night" I can feel my cheeks heat up at the thought. He walks into his bathroom thats attached to him room, once i hear the shower running, i start frantically looking for my shorts, i can't seem to find them anywhere, i do a quick glance again over his room and i find them there half way under his bed, i grab them, pulling them on quickly. I make his bed because it's a mess from me trying to find my shorts and I also feel bad for what I'm about to do but it needs to be done. I try to shut the door as quietly as i can, once i'm down stairs im met with jesse, jackson and Mayla all staring at me but Mayla has a smile as wide as her eyes and i know what's coming next but before i have the chance to tell her to shut up she talks "so how was your night?sleep well?" She's still smiling and it's creepy.

"Don't even start, it was your idea" I snapped back.

"Well from what me and jackson saw this morning you obviously did more than sleep", jesses giving me a dirty look, what is his problem with me, well maybe it's not me maybe its Theo he has a problem with.

"Ugh i'm going, i'll see you later" i say as i grab my bag and leave.