Tires screeching, metal crushing, screaming and a sudden darkness clouds over me taking me with it, sirens blaring in the distance, to wake me up from my dark slumber. Waking up to blood covered clothes , repeating the same 3 words,I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm sorry. "Quinn wake up, you're having a nightmare" Mayla is shaking my shoulders, "Sorry,what time is it?". Mayla sighs "it's 8 am, so it's not that early this time", I turned over to look at her while she was wiping away the sweat from my forehead with a sympathetic look on her face "i'm sorry that i woke you up again".
"You need help Quinn, this isn't healthy anymore, you need to see someone to get the help you need". I get up to walk away before Mayla can say anything more to me. I walk into the bathroom without looking in the mirror so I don't have to see the reminder of what happened. It is bad enough that I have to live with it everyday.
I get out of the shower with my wet hair down to my mid back, throwing it in a towel so it doesn't drip all over my clean clothes. I walk back into my room once I'm ready where Mayla is still sitting on my bed waiting for me. "Where do you think you are going this early?" she asked while I started getting my shoes on next to her, "i'm going to help Jesse move in remember, it's his first day" I told her before leaving the room.
Jesse is going to be the new roommate in Baker's house where all the hockey boys live. I drive up to the house, parking in the driveway next to Jesse's pick up. It feels nice to know that there is another person here who knew me before it all happened. I go to knock on the door but before I can a tall muscular dark haired man opens the door. No words were exchanged but I could feel his eyes on me and my skin felt like it was on fire. Before either of us could say anything Jesse comes from behind him, throwing me into a suffocating hug. It's the first time I've not pushed someone away since the accident and it feels nice to have that connection again especially with someone I feel sees me for me and not just a lost piece trying to find myself again.
We walk in with Jesse shutting the door behind me after Theo who has walked out to his car. " Are we gonna move you in now or what?" I ask him with a grin just as Theo walks back into the room blocking our exit. I can feel his eyes on me before I even turn around to look. We both just stand there staring at each other but Jesse pulls me out of my daze by calling me outside to help him. I grab a box from Jesse as he pulls it out of his trunk. "Did something happen between you guys?" I turned around to look at Jesse with a confused look wondering where he got that idea from. I answered him with the same look on my face "why would you think that?" "it just seems like it from the way you were staring at each other in there, but i'm guessing from that look on your face the answer is no". We walk back into the house placing in the boxes in the foyer.
He calls me "Q" and I turn my head to look at him. "This reminds me of that time when Mayla told her parents she was moving out and packed all her stuff up and we had to help her move all her stuff into the tree house" I started laughing uncontrollably with jesse. Once we have controlled our laughter I can feel that burning sensation appear again but this time i don't feel his gaze on my face it's on my neck. I quickly go to cover it up with my jumper and hair.
I feel uncomfortable and Jesse notices so we start to move everything upstairs. As we start making our way upstairs I go to look back but this time Theo is not staring at me, he is staring at the back of Jesse's head and if looks could kill he would be dead. I turn to Jesse and ask him "you asked me before if anything happened between me and theo but i should be asking you that same question instead" Jesse just shrugs his shoulders and carries on walking.
A/N: Hi, this is my first time writing, so criticism is encouraged, let me know if something doesn't make sense or something ill be happy to change it or explain anyways happy readings!xx
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Pretty little Wallflower
Romantikwhat can happen when tragedy strikes and changed Quinns aspect of life, going from the cheery, happy girl to the girl who can no longer see any happiness in her future, but will that change when Theo is thrown into the mix? will he help her try to l...
