"Knock knock knock" I said while knocking on his office door.
"Come in" Cason said, I could here the smile in his voice. I walked in and closed the door behind me.
"So what did you want to talk about" I asked
"Come here" he gestured me over to his lap. I crawled on top of his lap and leaned over him.
"So tell me now" I said.
"I wanted to do this" he replied and he leaned in and tongue kissed me. when we kissed. It almost felt like having sex, it was so warm and smooth. *I loved it!*
"What was that" I questioned while smiling
"A little something I learned" he answered. "You like it" he added.
"I love it, you should do that more often" I replied. We leaned in together and again we kissed but this time he was harder.
He picked me up and carried me to the room; he laid me onto the bed and crawled on top of me kissing my neck. He pulled up my shirt and kissed the bruises lightly. His hands were leading to my pants and unbuttoned them, I stopped his hands and looked at him.
"I love you Rose, and I want you bad" he said
"I want you too" I replied. He started to pull down my pants.
-Two Weeks Later-
I woke up and felt Cason's arms around me. I turned around to see his face, peaceful, calm, relaxing I poked his nose until he woke up.
"Morning babe" he said in his morning voice, I didn't reply. I got up and walked to the bathroom,ignoring the fact that I was only in my underwear and bra. He did a big sigh and closed his eyes.
I turned around and locked the door behind me as fast as I could. I turn the shower on and stepped in. Every thing starts to run through my head that has happened in the past few days. For some reason all the pride and confidence fled out of me and I burst into tears. I hate my life, I wish I could live a normal life. I look around the shower and see a new bottle of shampoo and conditioner, a razor and shaving cream for girls. I wash my hair and body and ounce I was done I looked at the razor. There was a sting with the slice
-Flashback to Age 15-
Jacob (One of my only friends) came over after school because my dad was on some 'business' trip and my brother went to his friends house for the weekend and I didn't want to be alone so he came over. We rented a movie from red box and ordered some pizza and we were sitting on the couch.
"This movie is getting booooring" he said
"Well then what do you want to doooooo" I replied. He then leaned in and started making out with me. He started leaning more in making me lay down.
"This is fun" I stated.
-20 sec later-
"What the fuck are you doing" my father yelled while slamming the door shut. Jacob quickly hoped off me landing on the ground.
"Oh my god sir I'm sorry I didn't mean-" he was cut off by my father shoving him to the side. He picked me up by my shoulders and threw me to the wall.
"So you think you can just invite your boyfriend over while I go on a business trip huh you little slut" he said while kicking me in the stomach. Jacob got up to stop him but was thrown to the ground. And my dad got on top of me started to hit me.
"Get off of her" Jacob yelled while running at him with his pocket knife and shoved him over. he rolled over and started jabbing the knife into my fathers side and and into his chest over and over.
-Flashback Over-
and then , my heart sped up when I saw the blood, I knew I've done something I shouldn't have, and yet I've gotten away with it and I sort of went through a trance. When reality kicked in, I grabbed some toilet paper and I pressed hard against the cut. I could feel my embarrassment; a backbeat beneath my pulse. Whatever relief there was a minute ago congeals, like cold gravy, into a fist in the pit of my stomach. So I hid the evidence of my weakness in the trash and dried off. I wrapped the towel around my self and headed out.
Cason was passed out on the bed. I start to look for my clothes, where did he put them. I walk towards Cason and stood in front of him. And start to shake him.
"Cason wake up where did you put my clothes" I ask him
"Oh shit I forgot to show you" he said while quickly sitting up. "Follow me we just finished it and it's for you" he added. He led me to a door with a hall way with three doors. "Close your eyes" he said while stopping in front a the door. I closed them and smiled with excitement. "Open" he said, "A walk in closet,omg it's perfect" I replied "thank you, thank you, thank you I love you so much" I added while hugging him tightly.
"That's not all" he said with a smirk. He led me to a bathroom, which was beautiful. And then we came to the last door I wonder what it is. "Ready" he said
"Yes" I said with excitement and gleed. He slowly opened the door to the most wonderful bedroom I have ever seen. It had reminded me of one of those Tumblr bedrooms. I hugged Cason tightly and started to kiss him. He picked me up by my thighs and laid me on my now bed. Him now on top of me and tongue kissing now. He spooned me and started to make little light patterns with his fingers on my stomach. That wasn't until he saw my wrist with the cut.
"What is this Rose" he asked while grabbing the cut wrist.
"N-Nothing" I replied
"This is nothing to you, why did you do this to yourself" he said worriedly. He sat up and stared at me.
"I-I'm sorry it's just that-" I was cut off by his deep stare, I sighed and looked down.
"It's just what" he said with testy eyes. " is it that you hate it here huh" he added "is it that you don't love me" he added again. I was silent still looking down. "Answer me god damn it"
" I don't hate you, I love you it's just that, it's just....." I said
"WHAT IS IT JUST TELL ME!" He exclaimed while his eyes filled with tears.
"Its because I got beaten and sexually harassed before I came here, and now the same thing is happening here and now I might be pregnant" I yelled back trying to hold back the tears.
"W-Why didn't you just say that earlier babe" he asked
"I-I thought you wouldn't understand" I replied
"Why would I be mad" he asked
"I-I don't know" I said while calming my breath. He pulled me into a hug and pecked the top of my head and brushed my hair with his fingers.
"I'm sorry" I said
"Just don't do it again...plus we're going to be great parents okay" he explained
"Okay"I replied. I heard someone yell our names saying breakfast was ready. We head to the kitchen and grabbed some food.
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An Unexpected Fate
Mystery / Thriller(sneak peek) "Shhh, he won't know about this, I've seen the way you look at me, you enjoy it" he whispered in my ear as his hands slid towards my breasts. I jump and fall off the bed. "Don't do that" I demanded again. He got up and walked towards m...
