An Unexpected Fate

Chapter 26: Moving On

-Shasta P.O.V.-

Ever since Rose ran away Cason has changed so much. He's been high tempered, barely shows his face around the house, and has gotten abusive towards me. I can see he misses Rose, but I feel he's blaming me.

They nailed ply wood to the window in my bedroom making sure I don't try and escape again. The windows are always closed with curtains and locked with a key. I haven't seen a ray of sun light since the drug deal. They boys even put cameras in the house and there's one in my bedroom as well but I don't think they know I know about it.

Sometimes I get a little goofy and walk around my bedroom in just a shirt and every ounce in awhile moon the camera when I bend over haha.

Cason had us all gather in the living room today. Recently he cut his hair as well. Guess I'm getting a little lonely cause the guys are all starting to look pretty attractive to me now. When everyone gathered in the living room Cason's eyes were red and puffy as if he were crying. He took a deep breathe "I'm sorry to say but...umm... R-Rose...when sh-she jumped off the cliff...she..um didn't..su-sur-survive" he began to sit down on the couch covering his face hiding his sorrow "I'm sorry I can't do this" he got up and walked back to his room while pushing over the lamp table and other things on his way there.

It felt like my heart shattered into a million pieces. "It can't be true no she couldn't have died. It couldn't have killed her." I sobbed. Xavier began to hug me in his arms "No...nOoooO no no no no noo-oo-oo!" I yelled in his arms. "Why...why did she not survi-vive" I closed my eyes while I gripped his sweater fabric. Xavier began to rub my back trying to calm me.

I heard a big crash near the kitchen. Winter began to yell. I looked up to see him throwing pots, pans, plates, and silverware. Ben and Scott run up to him trying to make him stop but they keep getting hit with things.

Winter pulls out a kitchen knife and stares at it. Slowly, he places it beneath his neck and says "if I can't have her...I-I don't wanna live" right as he was about the slit his throat Casper jumped on him making him let go of the knife. He pulls him up to his feet and began to shake him
"you're not going to do this, you are not going to do this" Casper yelled in his face. Winter collapsed in his arms sobbing while say "I want her back..I just want her back" over and over.

-Winters P.O.V.-

I miss y/n so much. Ever since she ran away I've felt this empty feeling in side me. I still believe she survived and got away we just need to find her, that's all.

Today Cason had us gather in the living room. When we all sat down he began to talk. His voice cracked " I'm sorry to say but...umm... R-Rose...when sh-she jumped off the cliff...she..um didn't..su-sur-survive" he sat down next to me beginning to rub his eyes. I was speechless when I heard him finish. I couldn't speak. This ball of anger rose up inside me.

Cason got up and pushed over the lamp table causing the lamp to shatter. While he was walking away you could hear other things fall and break.

I walked into the kitchen and got some water. I could hear Shasta begin to sob and cry in Xavier's arms. I slammed the glass cup when she said Rose, that's not even her real name, it's fucking Y/N. I pulled out the plates and began to smash them, then I got the pots and threw them everywhere along with everything else that was in the kitchen and started yelling.

When Ben and Scott saw me they ran to stop me but I started throwing things at them beginning to yell "you fucking assholes treated her like fucking shit..she didn't fucking deserve any of this shit..you always tried to fucking get with her and fucking treated her like a fucking slut". When I ran out of things to throw I saw that the kitchen knives were all that was left. Y/N began to flood my head even more. I can't do this, I can't live without her. I took a knife with my hands shaking "i-if I can't h-have her...I-I don't wa-want t-to live". Right before I could slit my throat, Casper tackled me to the ground forcing me to let go of the knife.

"you're not going to do this, you are not going to do this" Casper grunted in my face. As more and more of y/n's memories flooded my brain I collapsed in Casper's arms sobbing. I began to sob "I want her back..I just want her back" over and over.

-Cason's P.O.V.-

Ever since the meeting at David's house knowing that they didn't have y/n I've come to the point that she died. I've been crying so much lately. I haven't been able to control myself without her. I didn't mean to hurt her. I guess that's just what happens when you've betrayed someone way to many times.

Recently David called me and told me the most horrific news I have ever been told. They found y/n, but it wasn't all of her it was just half of her washed on shore, they said she must had landed on some type of sharp object or animals had gotten to her before they could. But she was dead.

Today I decided to tell everyone  the bad news. Ounce everyone came into the living room I told them the news. I sat down next to Winter, she couldn't have died, there were no rocks down in that river sharp enough to rip a human in half and what kind of animal only eats half of it's prey. I bet they have her, they're just hiding her from us. Fuck this I'm going to go get her. Those assholes are going to pay.