Deal To Love

A Drunk Keshav!

Rai's POV.
I don't know but I was feeling very toxic. I texted Chahat if she can help me but she was busy. Then I called my sister in law urf Monica di.
She suggested me to confess my feelings to him. As I'm very stubborn by birth. I never show off my emotions to gain someone's sympathy. But it's also  true that I have to confess this someday. Monica di understood my problem. She suggested me to have a ‘Me Time’ so that I could feel relief. And me being the Old Fashioned Girl, didn't knew how to spend a Me time. I thought to ask Keshav but it would be so dumb if I do so. I drained all the thoughts and opened the fridge to have a dinner. I walked to Keshav's room but he was nowhere. I thought he went for some work issues. So I scooped the butter and spreading  some sugar on the bread, put into my mouth so that I could not starve.

“Rai?” I turned back upon hearing his voice.

“Hmmm? Are you okay?” I asked him. As I sensed something wrong.

He just came and hugged me.  The smell was very nasty. I got the point that he was drunk.

“Rai---” He hiccuped and was about to puke. Immediately I brought him at the basin and patted his back. He vomited and hugged my bare waist. I supported him and made him lay on the bed. I covered his body with the quilt.
I switched off his lights and was about to pass from him when something stopped me.
“Rai?” he pulled my wrist.

“Keshav?” I kneeled on the floor and held his hands firmly. “Do you need anything?” I asked.

He struggled to get up while I too stood up and sat on his bed.  “Keshav what happened? Why you stopped me? Do you need anything?”

“Tch- Don't bombard questions!” He pulled me closer. “Moreover you won't allow me to get the thing I want now .” he chuckled.

“No, Keshav who am I to stop you.. I will give you what you want..” I said him.

He left my hand and leaned towards the bedpost. “You go and sleep. No need to worry about me.... Who am I   to you?” he mumbled softly which I heard.

“Keshav Can you please tell me what you want? I promise I will give you...” I cried. I just can't see Keshav in the condition. It was clearly understood that he was craving for something. But he doesn't have guts to ask me. I think he probably don't know what he wants. After all he doesn't use his brain anyways.

He refused me to say. I hugged him. “Maine thaan liya hai jab tak tum mujhe nahi bataogey ki tumko kya chahiye... I will not leave you. ” I sternly said him.
But he separated me off him. “Just go out Miss Rai Kapoor... I don't want you.. cause you know this Keshav Singhania don't know... what has happened to him..”

“Wh-What happened to you Keshav? You are drunk--- please have this pills and take some rest..”

“Can you stay with me.. I don't want you to leave me..” He asked softly.

He is drunk still he is so egoistic.
I hesitantly lied beside him. “Can you hug me?” his eyes hooded to request me. I nodded and hugged him.

He continued to look at my eyes. He smiled. “Rai, you know sometimes I wonder Am I that bad?” he asked.

“No Keshav, you are very good. Infact I'm very lucky to have you as my friend.”

He chuckled and pulled my cheeks. “You are cute.. and you are very beautiful too.” He giggled. I smiled back at him. He gazed me for a while and removed my hand from his hand and kept it on the left of his chest.

“ Will you help me Rai?” he asked looking straight into my eyes. For the first time I saw him so emotional. The Funny Mr Arrogant Keshav turned into a teary eyed Mr Singhania.

“Tum kuch bolna chahte ho mujhe?” I asked him but he was already asleep cuddling me. Adoring his cute pink face, I couldn't resisted myself to trace his face. I caressed his lips which was swollen. I wriggled to get close of him. I cupped his warm face and kissed him. And that was my Sin. He opened his eyes and realised that I kissed him.

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Without wasting any time he cupped my face and smashed his lips on me.
His touch is so beautiful I must admit. I responded him with same vibe.  His tongue toured my mouth. I lost in the game of dominance. After when Keshav won in the game of dominance, I surrendered myself on him. He got up and hovered me. I looked up at him and unbuttoned his shirt. He was half naked infront me. He smirked devilishly and grabbed my hair. I moaned in pleasure when he bit me in my neck. Rubbing the spot, his hands then unbuttoned my top and opened my bottoms shamelessly. I was now in a black lingurie. He pulled me and kept me on his lap.  He smelled my collar bone and sucked it. He started to give me open mouth kisses. His lips finally reached my cleavage. We again fell on the soft bed while making out. Being more into it, I don't want any barriers between us. So I unveiled my body before him. His eyes rolled and he did the same. He unbuckled his pants. I ruffled his curls while he continued his thursts. And that was the night I lost my virginity. I was happy that it was Keshav but at the same time I felt knot in my stomach. Realisation struck me. What I did was wrong.
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The night we spent physically together. Keshav was drunk. He did it without his sense but me? I also allowed him to do so. This time Keshav don't have any fault but was me.
However after that night we never use to talk nicely and comfortably. Whenever we talk, the conversation between us becomes awkward. I saw guilt in his eyes. I always wanted to tell him that I only wanted him to touch me. It was only him who have rights to touch me. It was only him whose touch makes me crazy. It's only him who have got effects on me. But I can't. I still believe that it's not the right time to confess all these. 

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