Eddie Munson imagines

back then - imagine

  TW: self - harm   

      You wake up with Eddie's arms around you and the morning sun making your eyes squint. You groan as you pull the covers over your face and try to go back to sleep, but you feel Eddie's hand pull away the white duvet making your face show again.

"Morning sunshine," Eddie says and kisses your cheek.

"Ten more minutes," you say with a groan.

"Why," Eddie whined almost like a child.

"Because I'm tired," you mumble.

Without any question, Eddie pulled the duvet off of you and started kissing you everywhere. You started laughing as he placed soft and gentle kisses on your shoulder and all the way down your arm, until he suddenly stopped.

"Sweetheart, what's this?" Eddie asked, as he pulled up your arm.

Straight horizontal white lines shown on your wrist. You thought they would have been gone by now but they were scars, scars stay on your body forever. You never told anyone about them either.

You pulled your hand out of Eddie's and turned away slightly mad at the sight of the scars, but also scared.

"It's nothing…" you say softly.

"Hey, I'm not mad, I just wanna know," Eddie said very gently and moved the hair out of your face.

Tears began to light up in your eyes as you thought about what happened before it all started.

"Hey, hey, it's alright sweetheart," Eddie pulled you into his lap.

Eddie rubbed your arms gently and rested his chin on the top of your head as you silently cried.

"I hated it," you choke out. "It was so bad,"

You wipe your eyes and turn to Eddie. He looked concerned for you as he tilted his head to look at you. He rubbed his thumbs on the top of your hands softly for some comfort.

"What's going on sweetheart?" Eddie asked sympathetically.

You took a deep breath before you spoke to him. Scared of what he might say.

"I was in a very dark place," you began. "Although, I don't do it anymore, that's why there are scars. Sometimes I get urges to do it, but I remember what it was like for me months ago, so I don't,"

Eddie didn't say anything at first, he just hugged you tightly, never letting go.

"If you ever think of anything like that, tell me, okay?" He says softly.

You slowly nod.

"Are you mad at me?" You ask as you pull away from the hug.

"Of course not," Eddie shakes his head. "I have no reason to be,"

You smiled understandingly and Eddie smiled back.

"I truly do love you so much," Eddie says as he lifts up your arm and kisses the scars on your wrist.

"I love you too," you smile again leaning forward and kiss him passionately.

Word count - 470

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