Eddie Munson imagines

stars and sobs - imagine

TW: suicidal thoughts and depression

You and Eddie make your way to the roof of your house, laying down and looking up at the stars in the sky.

"What do you think?" You ask.

"It's beautiful, sweetheart," he smiles.

"I always come up here when I feel stressed, it makes me feel better," you say.

"Glad it helps you," Eddie says as he rubs his hand on your thigh.

You both look out into the night pointing out The Big Dipper and many constellations in the sky.

"What do you think that is?" You ask.

"I don't know, maybe Venus," Eddie shrugs.

"It looks sort of red to me, isn't Mars the red one?"

"I think so," Eddie chuckles.

"What," you turn to look at him.

"Nothin, you're just so cute when you talk about things that you like," Eddie says, and that puts a smile on your face.

"Shut up," you smirk and hit his leg playfully.

You look back up and see that the moon is full and uncovered by a few clouds.

"Oh my gosh," you exclaim and stand up getting a closer look.

You hadn't realized you were at the edge until you looked down. Your heart started to beat faster as you looked down at the pavement. You couldn't really see anything because it was mostly dark outside but you could make out a few shapes of things. There was an odd thought that suddenly came through your mind. What is death like? You were scared of course but you felt frozen. You were also scared of death and didn't really like thinking about it. What would life be like when you die? Is there a new place you'd go to once you would be gone? Eternity? Heaven? Hell? No, you want to stop thinking about it, but it just doesn't go away, not until you have an answer.

"Sweetheart," Eddie calls cautiously. "Come back over here,"

Eddie was worried for you at the edge. He didn't want you to get hurt. He came over to you wondering why you went silent and dissociated. Meanwhile, you had tears streaming down your cheeks as you looked down.

"Y/n?" Eddie looks at you and immediately knows what's happening.

Eddie turned to face you and put his hand on your back. That's when you snapped out of it. You looked at his face and he was looking at you in concern.

"Hey," Eddie smiles. "It's okay,"

That's when you burst into tears, putting your head in Eddie's chest. Eddie wraps his arms around you, engulfing you into his hug, and stroking your hair. You and Eddie had backed away from the edge and sat on the top of the roof where you were before.

"Let it all out sweetheart, let it all out," Eddie whispers.

Eddie lifts you into his lap as you cry more. When you are sad like this he hums a soft tune as you both rock back and forth. This made your eyes heavy and tired, soon enough you fell asleep in Eddie's arms.

Word count - 529

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Hi, It's me again with the sad ones. Although, this one does have my heart.