It all starts with a desire
Then it becomes an addiction
Can't think of living without it
Even if you put a restriction
Good things stay for a while
The best wants to stay forever
God I wish I could stop and change
But I never was that clever
It's like a drug
We want to have it again
Body says it's a need
And asks to shut up my logical brain
It can be a blessing
But also a curse that can ruin life
Realize what needs to be done
Or else it will hurt more than a stabbing knife