Sometimes it's too much
My soul can't bear it
Tears flow like a river
My brain asks me to quit
Too much sadness and pain
Dreams stayed only dreams
I feel like dying again
Can't hear my silent screams
I had only normal wishes
Still they don't come true
Loss and pain stays with me
Like they are stuck with glue
I want to cry my heart out
But i am afraid someone will see
People already laugh at me
I want to leave everything and flee
Still i keep the spirit alive
To fight and go on and on
As that's the only choice I have
To keep my hope alive for a new dawn
Sometimes I cry alone
Release all the emotions
Sometimes we should let it out
Like some silent explosions
Time heals it again and again
I wait for my destiny to change
I try and keep trying again
Sometimes even that seems strange
