There was a time
When I lost the will to live
With an empty heart
I had nothing to give
I dreamed of being normal
So that i can walk and run
I felt like over my head
Someone was holding a gun
Suffering was a normal routine
I cried to breathe
People judged me as a fake
But I hoped victory to meet
Happiness was a stranger
Never thought i would experience it
Sadness was a close friend
Who was conspiring to kill me
Blast from the past
Still makes my body shiver
But I outlived and defeated it
In some shadow I made it disappear
