Glimpse (Hidden Series 5)

XII

>>>FLASHBACK
(2 YEARS AGO)

Harish POV

I arrive in the NAIA airport, after 12 hours riding this f*cking plane. If only she doesn't run that morning, now I need to get what she treasure most and I need to hurt her. I need to, I have to do this, it's the only choice for now. I'll make it right somehow and maybe at the soonest. She will deliver the child in few days, thanks to my friend for locating her. Now I need to go to her quickly.

I go to her location and occupied the next door apartment of her. I saw her reading book that says "Brisngr" she's always a bookworm, I wonder if the younglings she's carrying will be like her. She looks outside, maybe sensing my presence but I can camouflage my appearance easily. I'm a part fae, a changeling. I can change my appearance into anything in human eyes. I can lure them to death or pleasure,but not love. Why not? Cause love is more complicated than anything. And love might be for life and sometimes eternity. I smile at myself looking at her, I don't know if she feels love towards me but after I wake up she's gone. She just flee without saying goodbye, like I'm a plague that'll ruin her life. But after months I can feel that I will be a father soon, I search for her, used all my connections to find her and our unborn children.

I saw someone go to her house and that guy hug her, maybe it's her boyfriend. I felt like my heart is being crumpled it's hurt so much. I go inside the bedroom and plan to get my children away from her. She can live her life with her boy, and I can live mine with my kids.

Days passed andI know she'll be in labor within an hour or two. I hear her deep gasps and swallow breathing. I rushed to her door,As I arrive at her doorstep I hear her screaming followed by crying of the baby or should I say babies. I masked my presence and open the door. I put two logs and change it to dolls, these will cover the disappearance of my children. I hold my younglings carefully, and grab some baby clothes to cover them. I go back to my apartment and call my connections so they can cover me until I got back to Srinagar. My children will have no figure at first month, they look like mass of shadows,

>>>>End of Flashback

I'm facing the woman that stole my heart long ago, it's been 9 years that I feel this way, and nothings change. Not even the fact that she's the ex of my very friend, not even the fact that she have a boyfriend when I saw her before,and also the fact that she might not love me. She looks surprised and scared, that look must be mine, if she only know. If she knew that I'm living with our awesome children, Haia and Zarish, is it too obvious? I can't named them without involving her.

"Hi." I greet her to break the silence.

She gulps but answer,"Hello, long time."hesitantly smile.

"Yeah, cause somebody blocked me, I can't contact her."

"I'm sorry, my mind is clouded. I felt awful to myself." She regrets what happened to us?
"I don't plan to be a mistress, I want to stay beside you, but after what happened to me and Jatin I can't faced you." I looked at her confused. "The night before I fled we have done something not necessary, I saw him sleeping beside me, then running is the only way I think is right,I'm so sorry." Her tears suddenly drop that makes my heart swell.

"Can I take you somewhere?" I asked her and reached her face. She just nods and follow me outside. I want to grab her and give her a tight hug but I refuse for now, I want to tell her everything first. I want to bring her to our kids but not also now, not yet.

I drove until we reach Alaknanda river, she's not like before that always dosed off, she's watching the sceneries outside the window of the car. I look at her and clear my throat and gesture her that we are here. She opens the door, and inhales the fresh air.

"It's amazing here, but why did you bring me here?" She asked still turning her head.

"I want to tell you something or confess the truth. I want you to listen and don't interrupt me. The questions will done later, ok?" She nods, hope she won't be stubborn after this or else I'll kidnapped her.

"I am half fae, a changeling to be exact," I look at her, "I can change my appearance into who you desired most to who you been afraid of" as I explain it to her I change my appearance infront of her. "I am the one who's with you that night, I am the father of your children, I don't know what happened that you see Jatin when you woke up, maybe it's your desire or fear, but I am the one who makes love to you all night."I am relieved but still nervous.

"Can I say something now?" She asked me. I just nod.

"Are you sure? And how do you know that I became pregnant?" Her eyes becomes teary.

"Yes, I am sure. Every detail that night is still fresh to my mind. I can sense when my younglings is forming." I touch her face and move to here closer.

"But-" she looks at me hesitantly, "but I've lost them," now she's sobbing and I can't keep my hands not to grab her for a hug."I-I'm so sorry" still crying for the lost that never happened.

I hug her tight and whispers soothing things, "and that will be another confession to make" she looks at me and I carry her towards the car. I guess the best explanation is to let her meet the kinds.