‼️Talk of sexuality‼️
I have a boy in my life that i really like and care for, but i knew i couldn't hide from myself for too long.I think about all i've been hiding from them and myself, i don't want to feel any of it..at all. but i can't stop thinking about her. I've known for a while about being polyamorous and i've always kept it to myself if i was in a relationship because of fear but now...now i'm not so sure i can. I think back to last year when I had a huge crush on her. The crush i thought went away, but i was wrong. It was just a simple kiss on the cheek for a photo so why is this a big deal? Well what she doesn't know was i was kind of waiting for it to happen..i knew i never fully got over her, i just pushed the emotions down because i knew she didn't like me. I could never tell her that though, she has someone in her life she loves so much and i could never do that to her..But look at us now we both have someone in our lives that we care for so much and i don't want to ruin that for the both of us so i'll just say quiet and hope these feelings go away slowly but surely.
