I met this peculiar girl. We got along the first time we met, she was playing dnd and i thought that was so cool. And you're telling me, a gay person, that I saw a girl who plays a fantasy board game and reads books..? I knew right then and there I was curious about her. You may be asking "omg! what did the queer do!?" well...I asked her what each dice was used for in the game. I know what you're thinking "tHaTs So BiG bRaIn DuDe" (I'm just fucking around haha) honestly I was shivering in my fucking boots. I was talking to someone who was very intimidating and really I was scared shitless. but she was the kindest person I had talked to in a long while and that's what drew me towards her.
The next time I had seen her was on the 4th of July. I was still in my cast after breaking my ankle and I saw her sitting outside watching the fireworks on a blanket, so I scootered my ass to the end of that blanket and asked to sit with her (She said yes obviously or I wouldn't be writing this). We didn't talk right away but we did talk eventually and found out we had some things in common with each other. I remember at that moment I felt so free finding someone I had things in common with, I couldn't help but think I was supposed to meet her.
After Fourth of July I saw her again at dnd night which ended up with her staying the night this time. I was so excited and I didn't know why then all I knew was I wanted to hang out with her. That same night we ended up getting along way more than we intended to. It started when I showed her my tarot cards and told her about my spirituality. She told me she thought it was cool and always liked talking about those sorts of things which intrigued me even more. I knew she was different from anyone else I had met before so I didn't want to lose whatever was to come next.
Whenever we hung out it was always so fun, I felt like I could be myself while feeling comfortable. Even though I thought her energy was a bit intimidating at first I found out she was one of the softest being's i've ever met. it's fascinating really, how someone can be so intimidating but make me want to punch the air and kick my feet.
She's a real charmer if you ask me. The way she pulled me in was like I was trapped by a siren's beautiful song. This girl is the most godly being i've ever met and dear lord what i would do to have her with me forever and in alternate universes is beyond me.
I am obsessed and in love all at once, but the thing that makes it even more better is knowing the feeling is mutual. I've never had someone treat me how I deserved to be treated, and I am so thankful that she is the one who will be my lady till our time here is finished.
-Love, your bitch<3
