not anymore.

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I am done. I'm tired of the poor excuse of a mother I have. My mother, the woman I thought would be my life support growing up..but it was all just some big fairytale. I tried so hard to fight off all the things being thrown at me in the last 16 years but it was never enough for her. "Am I just supposed to drop everything for you after everything you did to me?" Yes? You fucking are. I am your child aren't I? If you would supposedly drop everything for me, then why are you whining about how it's not convenient for you? You say all this stuff and it makes me think you don't have the privilege to be a parent, and most of all you can't even be a responsible adult. In everything that I have said tell me, am I wrong for feeling this way? The answer to that should be no. I am not. When you've grown up around narcissists all your life you get pretty aware of how manipulative people can really be, so don't tell that I'm"still a kid" I don't care if im a kid or not. I am fucking 16 years old. I have been through so much shit I trust I know what's best for my mental being. So if a mother doesn't want to take on the responsibility of a child, I will do it myself.

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