Made of Glass | Kino x Wooseok PTG

Part 49

Wooseok feels lost. He know this isn't right, but recently he had tried talking to Kino a little less, not seeing his as often and yet his feelings were still very much there.

His only ideas as to what could possibly help was...to sleep with someone else. To remind himself of his old ways, how he used to fuck anyone that wanted him. Those days were easy. In a way it would be easier to go back to how things used to be, to not deal with feelings and emotions and just...be alone again.

He had to protect Kino, and by being around him he was doing the total opposite. Wooseok needed to stop his feelings.

Which is why he was currently outside of Mincheol's apartment. He had been chain smoking his whole walk here. Obviously stressed, but he knew this had to be done.

Mincheol opens the door with a grin and invites Wooseok in. He was so excited when Wooseok asked to come over, knowing what it would lead to. He was so insanely attracted to him, and the fact that Wooseok didn't chase him, and barely gave him any attention somehow made him want him even more. He had a thing for badboys, fuckboys. Oh well.

Wooseok enters without even saying hello, and takes off his black coat which Mincheol takes.

"You want anything to dr-..."

"No, remind me where you room is?"

"Just there" the smaller of the two motions over to his bedroom, excitement riddled within his body.

Wooseok makes his way over to the room without saying another word and soon after Mincheol follows. The air is awkward and Wooseok knows it's him that's making it this way. Parts inside of him were screaming and telling him that this was a bad idea. But telling Kino he had to stop seeing him because of his dead-beat dad was a no go for him. He couldn't admit his home situation to him. He was so fucking embarrassed and this somehow seemed like the better option. He needed to teach himself to live without Kino. To ...unlike him somehow? That was possible right?

Come on Wooseok you lived before Kino, you will live after him.

I can do this, he thought.

And that's when he grabs Mincheol by the shoulders and pushes him on the bed. The excitement in Mincheol's eyes is so easy to spot but Wooseok doesn't make eye contact. Instead he undresses the boy, and then gets to work on his own clothes.

Mincheol's hand stroke over Wooseok's toned body and it's mere moments later that Wooseok is on top, flipping the boy on his front so that he didn't have to see him.

An hour later Wooseok leaves the apartment, clothes a little dishevelled, and immediately lights up a cigarette.

The first inhale hits the spot perfectly, but the walk home he didn't know what to think. This was the right thing to do...right?

He had to fuck people, to forget about his feelings for Kino. Fucking other people meant...he didn't like Kino, right?

Right?

This way was better. Safer.

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Friday, the last day of school before their week break. Wooseok had semi-managed to avoid Kino all day. In class it was inevitable but he tried to smile and speak as normally as he could so that the other didn't suspect anything. It seemed to work.

So now during lunch of course he and Shinwon were in the smoking area not talking about anything in particular.

"Got plans for the week?"

"I don't know, take up for shifts at the store?" Wooseok inhales.

"Mm, yeah good idea. Plan on seeing Kino at all?" The way Shinwon saw it too, was that Wooseok and Kino were an item of sorts. After all that was the impression the two were giving off for a little while now.