Nicoles POV
I sat in the guest room in silence. Jack, Gina and Matt were downstairs. All i could think about was last night. How much i would have hurt Jack or Nicole. Maybe even Matt. My parents too. Im such a screw up. I shouldve jumped. I wouldve made everyones life better. Tears ran down my cheeks. How could jack do this to me. I went through his phone before i left for the lake. Hes with another girl. I just sat there looking out the window. The silence was broken, I got a text messages from Jack.
Jackk💙🔥: are you awake babe?
To Jackk💙🔥: Yes.
Jackk💙🔥: come eat. Matt made food.
To Jackk💙🔥 : Im not hungry, ill be down later i want to be alone right now. Love you❤️
Jackk💙🔥: Okay. I love you too😘
. I got up and walked into the bathroom. I grabbed the blade from the drawer. I held the cold piece of metal to my skin and slid it once. Then twice. A third time, now a fourth. I stopped there thinking about what Jack would say if he saw. He probably wouldnt even care.
I walked back into the room and put on black leggings and a hoodie. I walked downstairs and sat by Jack on the couch. "Goodmorning" Jack said with a smile. "Morning" I say back and kiss him on the cheek. Matt and Jack began to play video games. I got up went onto the padio outside in the back. I sat on the couch and put my headphones on. I played "Give Me Love" by Ed Sheeran.
Gina followed me outside and sat by me. I took one earbud out. "Hey are you okay?" She asked me. "Y-yeah im fine." I say back with a shakey voice. "No your not. Tell me whats wrong." She said back. "I should have just jumped last night. It would have made everyones life alot better." I said as tears ran down my cheeks. "Nicole... No. Your an amazing person. That wouldnt have made anyones life better. It would have made your parents upset, Me upset. Jack and Matthew. Cierra, Taylor anc Cameron. Dont ever think we dont love you, your beautiful and amazing. Your one of my bestfriends Nicole. And if you go im going to. No matter what." She said as tears filled her eyes and began to run down her cheeks. She pulled me into a hug and i cried even harder.
Jack came outside to check on us. "You guys alright?" Jack asked. I got up and walked inside and ran upstairs. When i got up there i slammed the door behind me and jumped in bed. I cried even harder than i was before.
Matts POV.
Nicole came inside and ran upstairs, i heard a door slam. Damn, what was wrong? I went outside and saw jack standing and staring into blank space. "Everyone alright, whats going on?" I asked. "Um Nicole ran when Jack came outside. I dont know Matthew." Gina says. Gina got up and walked inside
I followed her. "Im going to go upstairs and take a nap." She said to me and got up. I followed her. "I'll take one too." I say to her and grab her hand. We go upstairs and she puts on leggings and a sweatshirt. She climbs in bed next to me and falls asleep fast in my arms.
I fall asleep after her. About an hour later i wake up and shes no longer in my arms but shes still asleep. I climb out of bed and walk down the hall and see Jack and Nicole asleep also. I check my phone and see that its only 4:30. I let them sleep and i went downstairs. I put my hands in my face. I started to cry. What would i do if i lost Nicole or Gina. Gina is the love of my life. Nicole is like my little sister. I love the both of them. I dont know what life would be like without them. Gina has gotten better since shes living with me, but Nicole is really upset about something, but what is it? I need to find out. I cant let anything happen to her.
Jacks POV
I woke up and looked over to see Nicole still asleep. I loved this girl so much but what i was doing to her was just bad. I had to tell someome but who? I cant tell Gina because she'll be mad at me. I cant tell Matt. Nicoles like his little sister. What am i going to do?
