The two of them lay there Jungkook's spent cock still nestled into Jimin's warmth. Jungkook left Jimin's neck that he had burrowed into as he came and found Jimin's mouth. Jungkook kissed Jimin tenderly. Part of him had wished that he had fucked Jimin like he was kissing him right now, but Jimin's words and his eagerness at finally having Jimin had him doing the exact opposite.
"I'm sorry." Jungkook spoke against Jimin's neck where once again he was catching his breath.
"Do you regret it?" Jimin asked, voice trembling.
Jungkook immediately realized his mistake and made to correct it kissing Jimin firmly as he rolled the two of them over Jimin now on top of him. Jungkook's mouth left Jimin's, and he brushed Jimin's sweaty hair from his forehead. Jimin's eyes were wet looking anywhere but at him.
"Jimin." Jungkook called softly. "Look at me. Please." Jungkook begged when Jimin hadn't responded. At his plea Jimin's glassy eyes swiveled to find his eyes. "Never in a million years could I regret anything to do with you."
"I thought for a moment." Jimin choked out as tears slipped from his eyes trailing down his cheeks.
Jungkook pulled himself up into a sitting position and wrapped his arms around Jimin's lower back to keep him in his lap Jungkook's cock slipping out of him when Jimin tried to climb off him. Jungkook held Jimin firmly in place, leaned to the side and turned the light on. Jungkook sucked in a breath when his eyes finally adjusted to the light that flooded the once dark room as they settled on Jimin. Jimin looked like a mess. A beautiful mess. Jungkook leaned inward and hugged Jimin tightening his arms around him. Jungkook's hands trailed up and down Jimin's back, his fingers walking down Jimin's spine Jimin's chest arching into his as they did. Jungkook pulled back and sank into the pillows that were propped against the headboard. Jungkook trailed his hands from Jimin's back around his sides until his hands were gripping the tops of Jimin's thighs squeezing them gently before he looked up at him.
"Jimin, I apologized because I had wished that I had taken more time, been gentler our first time together. Not because I regretted it." Jungkook cupped Jimin's left cheek with his right hand needing him to know that. "I love you Jimin. Why would I ever regret being intimate with you?"
Jimin shrugged his shoulders as he wiped his eyes.
"I just." Jimin sighed, going silent.
Jungkook waited for Jimin to sort through his thoughts as he rubbed circles into the tops of Jimin's thighs with his thumbs.
"I never thought even though I had always hoped that you would actually return my feelings. So, when you apologized it made me think that you realized that you made a mistake. That you didn't love me like you said. That you don't want to be with me. That you realized that you could do so much better than me." Jimin finished voice barely above a whisper.
Jungkook laughed. Jungkook knew he shouldn't have but he couldn't help it. The idea of Jimin thinking that he wasn't good enough for him was ludicrous. Still laughing Jungkook gripped Jimin's face between his hands and drew him downward till Jimin's forehead pressed against his.
"Park Jimin. You are an idiot!"
Jungkook didn't give Jimin the chance to say otherwise because Jungkook's mouth found his and slipped his tongue into it and kissed him till their mouths were swollen and they could hardly breathe.
Jungkook's eyes fluttered open as he emerged from his sleepy state. As his eyes adjusted to the grey light filtering into the room through the glass doors at the balcony Jungkook could see that it was still raining. It wasn't as heavy as it was during the night, which was practically a downpour. Jungkook stretched his arms above his head as he yawned when he felt movement against his side. Jungkook froze for a millisecond before he lowered his arms slowly. Jungkook carefully maneuvered himself onto his side tucking his hands beneath his cheek and stared at Jimin fast asleep. Their positions were very reminiscent of the first night they had shared this bed together at the start of summer. Except instead of frowning feeling overwhelming hopelessness as he gazed at Jimin that night now Jungkook was smiling feeling full of hope for their future.
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That One Summer || Jikook [COMPLETE]
FanfictionJungkook and his six childhood friends head to a cabin by a lake to spend one last summer together before heading off to university. or Jungkook has been in love with Jimin for as long as he can remember wishing more than anything that Jimin would j...