That One Summer || Jikook [COMPLETE]

Chapter 13

Jungkook didn't have time to process Jimin's words as Jimin kissed him hard smashing their mouths together. Jungkook's brain might not have been able to process anything, but Jungkook's body instantly reacted, his hands wrapping around gripping Jimin's hips, the back of his head leaving the bed meeting Jimin's mouth with his own just as fervently. Jungkook had never kissed anyone before, never had anything to compare it to but knew that nothing would ever compare to Jimin's mouth on his. Jungkook moaned when he felt Jimin's warm tongue slip past the seam of his lips into his mouth to meet with his own.

Jungkook sat up wrapping his arms around Jimin's back pulling them flush together. Jimin's fingers tangled in his hair and tugged his head back to deepen their kiss delving his tongue further into his mouth. Jungkook's fingers dug into Jimin's back bunching up his shirt when Jimin grinded his ass down into his lap. Jungkook thought he was going to die from how hard he was. Jimin continued grinding his ass down onto his painfully hard cock swallowing all his moans and whines him doing the same with Jimin's. Jungkook felt like he was going to burst when Jimin sped up his movements the friction becoming too much but also not enough. Jungkook, still clutching Jimin tightly to him rolled the two of them over and with Jimin now underneath him Jungkook drew himself back.

"Jimin, wait." Jimin ignored him reaching up and pulling him down by the back of his neck kissing him again. Jungkook pulled back again breathless. "Jimin. Please, just."

"I don't want to wait." Jimin groaned against his mouth having chased his lips again. "I've waited long enough."

Jungkook hearing Jimin's words, untangled himself from Jimin's grasp and sat up on his knees. Jungkook stared down at Jimin as he stared up at him both with heaving chests as they caught their breath. Jimin his eyes still locked with his sat up on his elbows.

"You have no idea how long I've wanted this. How much I want you. I don't want to stop Jungkook."

Jungkook was pretty sure that he was dreaming. He had to be. There was no way that this was happening, Jimin telling him everything he wanted to hear.

"I must be dreaming." Jungkook muttered as a flash of lightning once again illuminated the room from outside.

"If you are then so am I." Jimin spoke as he pushed himself upright looping his arms around Jungkook's torso and laid his head against Jungkook's chest right where his heart was pounding. "You said that you wished that I saw you." Jimin turned his head propping his chin where his cheek previously lay and looked up at him. "It's been the same for me. Jungkook, I love you. How could you not know that? How could you not see it?"

"What?" Jungkook asked breathlessly, his heart pounded hard, blood rushing in his ears.

Jimin's arms dropped from around him and he pushed gently against Jungkook's chest. Jungkook walked backwards on his knees till he stepped off the bed. When he looked back up Jimin was in front of him perched near the edge on his knees. Jimin reached up cupping Jungkook's face.

"Jungkook." Jimin spoke his name in a way he'd never heard it spoken before. The tone that of a lover. "I love you. I'm sorry that I couldn't show you properly. That I made it to where you thought you were invisible to me. But Jungkook, you're not. You never were." Jimin swallowed thickly. "I was scared." Jimin dropped his left hand from Jungkook's cheek and grabbed Jungkook's right hand bringing it up to his chest pressing Jungkook's hand to it palm flat against it where Jungkook could feel Jimin's heart beating frantically. "I'm still scared."

"But. I-"

"I've always seen you." Jimin cut him off. Jimin swallowed audibly and looked across the space between them, meeting his eyes. "I'd hoped. God, did I hope that you reciprocated my feelings. But I wasn't sure. You always kept me at arm's length."

"I was afraid." Jungkook whispered licking his lips which still felt swollen from their kissing. "I was afraid that if you knew and you didn't feel the same that I'd make you uncomfortable. I didn't. Fuck."

Jimin had fucking loved him back this whole time. But because the two of them couldn't see beyond their own pining and fears they had both suffered thinking the other didn't feel the same. Jungkook felt like he was going to cry at the unfairness of it all.

"I know." Jimin whispered glancing down at their still overlayed hands against his chest. "We've lost so much time." Jimin looked back up into Jungkook's eyes. "Let's not waste anymore."

Jimin surged upward and captured his mouth in a searing kiss. Jungkook wrapped his free arm around Jimin's lower back pulling him up into himself as he leaned forward pressing their overlayed hands between them tighter together. Jungkook felt Jimin bite into his lower lip before he licked into his mouth. Jimin's tongue worked against his until it didn't Jimin's tongue slipping from his mouth his lips doing the same seconds afterwards.

"I want you. Please." Jimin begged slipping his hands underneath Jungkook's shirt his skin prickling and burning all at once at Jimin's touch.

"Jimin, I've never. I ha-"

"I haven't either, but I want to." Jimin spoke over him. "I want it to be you. I'd hoped that it would be you. You're the only one I want. The only one I've ever wanted."

Jungkook watched Jimin swallow his Adam's apple bopping up and down as he dropped his hands from underneath Jungkook's shirt to the hem of his own shirt and pulled it over his head tossing it to the floor. Jimin then pivoted away from him crawling up the bed and once at the pillows twisted back around laying on his back. Jungkook's breathing sped up as he watched Jimin with trembling hands but determined features remove his shorts and underwear tossing them to join his shirt on the floor. Jungkook's eyes, despite the lack of light in the room drank in Jimin's nakedness. Jungkook's eyes raked up Jimin's lithe body burning every detail he could into his memory eventually reaching Jimin's face finding his eyes. When their eyes met Jimin let his legs fall open in invitation the vulnerability of him doing so apparent in them. Jungkook inhaled a shaky breath and as he exhaled it, he turned away from Jimin, crossed to the bedroom door and locked it.