Beyond the Horizon

INBOX 3

You:
AAAAAaaAaAAAAaAAAaaaaAaaAA

You:
OMG

You:
GUESS WHAT?!

Shane is typing...

Shane:
Girl

Shane:
It's just five AM

You:
I KNOW

You:
SOBRA NGA AKONG NAGSISISI

Shane:
What? Na nambubulabog ka ng ganitong oras?

Shane:
I'll seriously block you if that's not the case

You:
SORRY NA AGAD, PLS DON'T BLOCK ME 🙏

You:
But you have to hear me out first! Sobrang laking bagay nito like

You:
I didn't expect that this would even happen!!!

Shane:
So ano nga?

Shane:
Masyado kang pa-suspense, eh kung ichika mo na kaya.

Shane:
Matutulog pa lang ako, kakatapos ko lang manood. Bilisan mo na.

You:
What? Mag-uumaga na 👁️👄👁️

You:
Let me guess, Anime marathon ulit?

Shane:
Tinatanong pa ba yan?

Shane:
So magkukwento ka na ba o tutulugan na talaga kita? Tagal.

You:
Ito na!

You:
My message was finally noticed! Do you remember that famous dance troupe sa univ natin??? HORI7ON! I sent a message to one of the members and GIRL — HE. FREAKING. READ. IT.

You:
My only regret is that I slept after sending my message 🥲 Hindi ko naman kasi akalaing gising pa siya ng madaling araw!

Shane:
Oh, good for you. Baliw na baliw ka talaga sa group na yan last year pa.

Shane:
So, nag-reply ba?

You:
Unfortunately, no.

You:
But hey, ang laking bagay na kayang ma-notice ka ng idol mo!

You:
I just can't help but think of the what-ifs. What if hindi ako natulog agad? And I'm just in time to send another message as he views his inbox? Baka nag-respond pa siya sa akin. Feel ko kasi ngayon, malabong gising pa rin siya :(

Shane:
Sayang nga, but there's always a next time, you know.

Shane:
Ano'ng oras ka ba nag-message?

You:
Around 12AM, I think? Alam mo namang tuwing ganitong oras ako nagkakaroon ng lakas ng loob.

You:
And he read my chat at exactly 2:56AM! Almost 3 hours lang ang pagitan! Sana talaga pinigil ko muna ang antok ko 😭

Shane:
Gaga. Sa tatlong oras na yon, nakatulog ka na kahit papaano. Your health should come first before anything else, remember?

Shane:
Okay, I know that sounds hypocritical since puyat din ako nang puyat sa Anime. Though I don't think the way you do. 'Wag lang sobra-sobrang fangirling. If you get what I mean.

Shane:
Isa pa, malamang pagod or inaantok na rin yung tao. Baka nga napindot lang yung message mo, who knows? What I'm pointing out here is, 'wag mo na lang panghinayangan ang tapos na. He might respond later on. Or not. You can still message him next time, anyway.

Shane:
Don't get me wrong, I understand how you feel. Normal lang na sobrang matuwa at kiligin sa idol mo, especially when you're noticed. Just don't sacrifice your health for someone else.

You:
Shane :(

You:
You're right. Tagos lahat ng sinabi mo.

You:
I know that din naman, maybe I just got a little too excited about this. It's overwhelming. Na after all this time na sinusubaybayan ko sila at nagme-message ako, finally napansin na. Kaya talagang nasobrahan sa feels and panghihinayang.

But what you said is also true. Hindi pa naman katapusan ng mundo. In fact, they have an upcoming performance this weekend! EXCITED NA AKO 😭

You:
I'll message him again by then. Sana mabasa niya ulit huhu.

Shane:
Ayun naman pala. But then again, hinay–hinay lang ha. Ang puso mo.

Shane:
Napakarupok mo pa naman.

You:
Girl, sa itsura ng mga yon? Sinong hindi manghihina?

You:
Lahat magagaling na, gwapo pa! I think they're also good people from the way they treat their fans.

You:
Sure ka bang wala kang interes sa kanila? I badly need someone to fangirl with me 😭

Shane:
Uhm, no thanks. I can tell that they're good but...

Shane:
I just prefer 2D men.

Shane:
Fine. Sasamahan na lang kita pag may events gaya ng dati.

Shane:
BTW, sinong member nga pala yung tinutukoy mo?

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