Fortunately Unfortunate - Harry Styles

19-Relive

Tiffany's POV

I sit up in bed, going through my phone with my own videos I have. I wish I could have had videos of the rest of the concert too, but hey at least I will get that chance again. I am so thankful to Harry for everything he did. It was all so kind and once again, I have no idea what I did to deserve it. I want to go on social media and try to find videos of Harry reacting to me passing out but I felt embarrassed enough as it was, not sure I really want to relive that moment again just yet.

Instead, I think about our car ride home. I think about how he really offered to drive me home; after his long night of performing, he decided he would drive me home...why? Did he just feel 'responsible' for me? All of a sudden I remember I hadn't text Becca when I got home and to check in to see if she got home okay. I am curious about her conversation with Elin.

Tiffany

Hi hi, I am home safe
and feeling much better.
Did you get home alright?
How was your ride with Elin?!

Becca must have been on her phone too as she responded right away

Becca

oh my gosh it was amazing!
we had the best convo about
music and about Harry
too of course.
she is the sweetest and
told me to make sure we
say hi at the next show!
I am so glad you are feeling
better too, better rest up for
another fun time tomorrow night :)

You mean tonight lol

Right, dang I cannot believe
it is nearly 3am.
Best we both get our beauty
sleep haha. Btw how was
your ride home?
Did you get to ride home
with another band member
or just one of his like
'workers'? idk what you'd call em lol

I sit there and stare at the text. How do I tell her that Harry drove me home...she is going to start saying things like she did before about thinking he likes me, I don't want those thoughts back in my head keeping me from just enjoying the night I had, somewhat enjoying, ya know, except for the passing out part. I will just ignore the message and she'll think I fell asleep. Which I intend to do anyways. I am so glad she had a safe and nice ride home with Elin. I cannot wait to hear about it more on the way to the concert. I wonder if I will even get to meet up with Harry again before or after his performance. I kinda hope I do, it would be nice to talk a little more if time permits.

It was then that I had an idea, in order to thank him for everything he did for me, for us, I will buy him some orange and blue flowers. I know it's not much but I also read that his favorite colors were orange and blue. I hope that's accurate and that Google isn't lying to me but if they are, oh well, at least they will be pretty. Hopefully, I can find some that are somewhat orange and blue. I think about how tomorrow could go. How I really hope I am able to meet with him for a little bit again, there's just something about him that makes me feel safe, important, dare I say loved? I know he doesn't love me, maybe as a fan, but nothing more. However, that doesn't change the fact that he creates an environment when he's around that just makes me feel like nothing could go wrong and that I am just simply loved. It's a feeling I've never experienced before.

With all these thoughts, I cannot sleep. So, I bite the bullet and I go online to see what videos I can find and see what people are saying if anything. It doesn't take me long to find the first video. The person that posted had put down in the comments "Harry came back and said the fan is doing okay!" I watch the video. It seems it was intended to be a video of him just singing Cinema but instead caught the action. They were at the barricade so you can really see his face throughout the recording. As he sings looking in my direction I see his face drop. He squints his eyes and that's when he decides to stop and pause everything.

"Is everything okay over there in the back? Hey, hey, don't crowd her, are you okay? Do you need water?" I remember that part but everything that follows I have no recollection of.

I do remember Becca yelling something back to him as well but you cannot hear that in this video. Harry continues I assume after Becca. "She needs sugar?" He confirms. "Wait, she's passed out?" You can hear the concern in his voice and see it on his face. It's alarming, actually how scared he looks in that moment, it almost looks like if he could he would have jumped off the stage and taken care of everything himself.

"Hey! Hey!" he yells over in security's direction. "Get the paramedics now, hurry please!" The urgency in his voice is scary. It is weird to see him so serious. Not to mention the crowd is nearly completely silent at this point. Then I see him run down the catwalk and to the side where I assume I was laying? But that's where that video ends. I feel my heart beating faster now. I want to know what happened now I want to see everything.

The next video I watch included everything in the first video but continued on as they were in a different location and could record him the rest of the way down the catwalk. He no longer has a mic, but the person was on the opposite side of the stage but in the almost same location I was laying so they had a clear view of everything going on. You could slightly hear Harry in this video. I see myself laying there with Rebecca on the side of me holding my head so it doesn't hit the ground. I could see her struggling and panicking. Poor thing. I could only imagine how scary this was for her too. I feel so bad now not even checking in with her about that; about how she's feeling. I will make sure I do so tomorrow.

Then here comes Mr. Styles, he leans over the side of the barricade talking to Rebecca, at this point I am not sure what they said but he then hops over it and comes to support my head as well. No more than 30 seconds later the paramedics come in with a stretcher. Harry helps lift me up onto it before the paramedics could even tell him otherwise. Off I went to who knows where. Harry and Rebecca followed. I almost want to cry watching it all, it was weird to see me unconscious and not remember anything that I am watching, but I also felt like crying because of the amazing best friend I have and how caring Harry was. The two of them put together may have saved my life. Along with the medical professionals of course but still. It was emotional for me.

The last thing for me to find was the "aftermath" when Harry was back on stage. I finally found one. He comes back and the crowd roars. He grabs the mic and waits for everyone to quiet down. He begins, "I apologize for the delay, I hope I didn't leave you too long." the fans scream and he half smiles. "before we continue, I want to check in is everyone okay?" everyone screams YES in agreement. "okay good, good, um, we had a fan pass out due to a medical condition, I do not want to put her on blast so I won't say her name, so let's just call her, Flower" the audience chuckles and he looks around confused as to why it was funny. "what?" he says laughing himself, "she was wearing flowers it makes sense" again his fans laugh but he quiets them back down. "Anyways, um, Flower, she got medical help and is doing much better and just resting, I thank you all so much for your patience and understanding. So, are we ready to kick things off again?!" he yells getting the fans up and going again. He starts back up with Cinema to finish the song in its entirety. As he should its one of the best.

I watch a few other videos from other perspectives and watch some more of his performance that I missed. I finally put my phone down and turn over to go to sleep. All I can think about is his reaction to everything. The way he stepped in, the concern on his face and in his voice, the way he was there for Rebecca too, the way he addressed everything after the fact, respecting my privacy. It's all I guess you could say is the "bare minimum" but it felt so personal watching it. I see what Becca meant now about how he looked. I've seen him be caring with his fans at other shows. I see how he reacts when he is concerned about how someone is feeling or doing; but this, this seemed different. But it has to all be in my head. I am tired I must be delusional. And with that, I finally fall asleep but only to dream about him.