Left without Hope - Gaz x fem! reader

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Just as you arrived in the Safehouse, Gaz got himself a box of cereal and sat down on the couch. Eating the dried cereal in peace. "Are you not scared? How can you just sit there and eat?". You sit down next to him. 

"I have done this countable times, after a while you just get used to it. Try to relax we are going to spend awhile here". You only nodded leaning back against the fabric, closing your eyes in the process. It was all quiet except for Gaz eating his cereal at full volume, slowly rising the level of aggression inside of you. He didn't seem to be bothered snacking away in peace turning on the TV, He was so calm in a situation like this. He was so loud while all you wanted to do was think. He was so careless while both of you almost died, you almost died. "I am going to have a look at the bedroom, you do whatever the fuck you do here". he looked up at you watching you leave the room, confusion about your sudden change in emotions written in his face. 

The house had one bedroom and one bathroom, unfortunately to you. Deciding it was best to let Gaz sleep on the couch downstairs and claim the small bed for yourself, you sat down your bag unpacking the small number of clothes you had bought. 

A soft knock was heard at the door, revealing Gaz. He looked somewhat concerned. "You're taking the bedroom?". A nod. "Thats alright i'll claim the couch, its not too uncomfortable anyway i'll live". Gaz sat down on the bed meeting your gaze as he took your hands in his. "is everything alright?". Thinking for a second before answering, you shook your head. "Its all just a little too much presently". 

"A wise man said to me once that, you have to find happiness even in the darkest times. Find something that makes you happy and drives your mind off uneasy situations.". You let the thought slip in your head for a moment, taking in his words. The hands that were still holding yours, soft and yet having a slight ruff texture. It made sense to find something to keep your mind off thought or moments. 

You knew it wouldn't be easy in that line of work, but you had literally been here for some weeks, and it is not going great. "Thank you, Kyle" You send a warm smile in his direction, making him stand up in return and pull you close into a hug. The warmth of his body feeling comfortable around yours. His arms laid firmly around your waist, making sure to stay out of touch of any uncomfortable areas. The hand that held you in place drawing small circles over the fabric of your t-shirt. "If you need to talk, Don't waste a second to come and talk to me". The words whispered. He didn't need an answer as you snuggled more onto him closing your eyes while enjoying the closure. Gaz was confusing he either fucked someone off while simply breathing yet he was always calm and spread a source of inner peace. The smell that surrounded him wasn't his normal cologne , indicating that he didn't wear any at the moment. It was comfortable and nice, also shooting a form of peace. 

You really liked the scent, it gave out a bubbly feeling in your lower abdomen. Gaz was feeling similar, your natural scent was something he had noticed pretty early. It twisted his mind, made him feel fuzzy and warm whenever he got to be close to you. 

The hug continued for a little while before you took a small step back, meeting his eyes. Still being so close to him you felt his breath hitch slightly as his eyes fell to your lips until they met your look again. Arms lying around his neck, his hands loosely on your waist. It was just inches that separated you two at this given moment, a tight tension spread in the small of the bedroom. 

His hand found its way to your cheek, stroking over the soft skin. Just as you wanted to move in the intercom on your vest went off, price's voice echoing through the tight space that is between you and Kyle. "y/n I want immediate feat back on your state and arrival, is everything okay?" 

"Go answer him, i'll throw some shit together for lunch". With those words he excited your bedroom, leaving you in a state of confusion. Just as Price's voice echoed from the coms your thoughts about the just so happened almost kiss vanished. 

"Python to Price, its all good. We have arrived safe and sound. Nothing to worry about. How is it going back at base?". Taking a seat on the bed you waited for a few seconds. "Its all good. We cleared the area. I'll keep you updated. I want daily updates on how you are doing and if anything weird is going on. Understood?" 

"Yes Captain". Price's concerned and father like voice made a smile appear on your lips. It was nice to know that he cared so much and showed it even in his role as the captain. You had noticed that he was treating the rest of 1-4-1 with the same amount of father like presence, always more concerned about their well being than his own, making sure all of them are treated right. 

John truly was a born leader, he knew how to act out his role. How to gain someone's respect without having to raise his voice. But he also knew how to treat someone as a human being. Those were just the few things you had noticed in the small-time you had been there. But knowing John all the years of you growing up, he always had the serious yet caring side on him. 

His ex wife always loved that about him, said he always made sure to keep the flame burning inside of her, dates and all the cheese stuff. He managed all that with the Job in the army and the small number of days he had off work. His loved ones were like a treasure. 

They had unfortunately divorced as they both had noticed how they still did indeed love each other, the love just changed to more of a platonic friend's relationship. You just hoped that he would find the person that would mirror his way of love, making sure he was cared and loved for just as much as he also did for others. 

You continued your chat with the tired and still anxious captain as kyle called from the kitchen, indicating that the food was finished. Saying your quick goodbyes you headed downstairs.

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i need a man that 'cooks' ima need to wife Kyle up anyone wanna participate? lmaoooo
Heard Pricey wicey is free too ;)