Even if I'm gone, just know I love you

Chapter 13: The letter.

*WARNING!!* this might be triggering for some people!
Aidens point of view.
I leave Anora at the doctor like she asked. We drove here in silence, I insisted on staying with her to wait for her but she didn't want me too. As I watch her go inside, I feel like I betrayed her, and that I actually lost her. I don't want to lose her.
What the fuck have I done.
As I feel tears fall down, I start banging my head on the wheel.
I want her, I don't want her to leave.
But then I get an idea.
She's going to be upset if I do this.

I go to her apartment building, I see a bush of white roses, and I grab two. I open the door of her apartment, it really is half empty. I see a stack of blank paper, I grab one. I see a pen and grab it. I grab an envelope and put it inside. I tape the envelope and one of the roses on the door, I close it. I take a look around, until I find a rope.
I'm sorry my love.

Anoras point of view.
I take the bus home, I need a moment away from Aiden. I love him, I really do, but I'm disappointed with what we did, and what we made. More because of what the doctor told me.
I walk up the wooden stares to my apartment. As I'm getting my keys I see something on the door, a white rose with an envelope.
I guess he isn't going to leave me alone.
I start reading the love letter he left for me, until I realize it's something else other than a love letter. I'm confused but I let it slip my mind. As I open the door I see it, the man I fell for, the man I wanted to live with,the man I was so happy I met, hanging from my half empty apartment. The confused look turns to horror. As I fall to the ground, I scream as loud as I can while tears swelled in my eyes. I can't even look at him. Once I do I stare at the semicolon tattoo he has, maybe this is what he felt when he saw his father. I see another white rose holding on his neck by the rope. My two arms pull me in, then Rory's voice telling me it's okay. I start remembering the time we met, the night I kissed him, that night in the car.
He can't be gone.
No, not yet.
I would do it all over again, the ups and downs, the pain, just to feel him love me, just to have him in my arms. But fate left us like this, and we can not change that. We might have not stayed forever, but the memories of him are.
I miss him.
"Do you still love daddy?" Charlotte asks.
"Of course I still love your father." I tell her as I put her to bed.
I found out I was pregnant with Charlotte the same day I found him, Charlotte Fil. She might have my hair but she Aidens eyes that make me so memorize by them. Rory and Sam helped me raise her, they got married a year ago. I still see Ethan, even though it's awkward his the best father figure for Charlotte. Aiden would have also been the best father for her, I even kept the coffee shop the same way he liked it. Me and charlotte story's continues but my chapter with Aiden ends here.
Dear Anora,
I love you with everything in me. I know this isn't the best way to say goodbye, but take care of the coffee shop for me. Pass it down to your children. I will still watch down on you, watching you with pretty brown eyes and dark perfect wavy hair. I wish I could see them one last time, but I think this is the end. I didn't mean to hurt you at all darling. Your still the person I wish I grew old with. And I would do anything just to have you in my hands. But I hope you know, Even If I'm gone, just know I love you.
Love, Aiden F.

The end. (This would be where two weeks would be playing 🧍🏻‍♀️)