Sturniolo Triplets Oneshots (mainly Matt)

Matt feels useless

Matt feels useless since Chris and Nick are always taking care of him but he never does anything for them

Matt POV

I opened the door to nicks room to see him sleeping

"N-Nick" I softy shook him

"Matt...?" He woke up and groaned tiredly

"Can I sleep next to you..." I mumbled as I still felt tears falling down my eyes

"Again? What happened?"

"I had a nightmare..."

Nick hummed, "Ofc babe, you can come in"

Nick scooted to make more room on the bed. I crawled in and Nick pulled me closer to him.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked

"Not really..."

"Okay, try get some sleep alright? Love you" Nick kissed my forehead

"Love you too"

I closed my eyes and fell asleep. 

The next morning

I woke up to two voices. I immediately knew it was Chris and Nick so I closed my eyes and listened to the convo since it sounded important.

"You sure he's alright?" I heard Chris say

"I don't know. He's been coming to my room at night a lot lately. This is the second time he came in this week" Nick said while playing with my hair

"Same with me. He came into my room crying two nights ago and he never told me why. I'm getting worried for him"

"Me too chris"

There was a moment of silence until Chris got up from the bed

"Ok well, I'm gonna go make breakfast. Lmk when he wakes up" Chris said

"Make his favorite chocolate waffles" Nick said

"Of course" Chris exited the room

That convo stayed in my brain for a while. They're worried about me? Nick and Chris have babied me for my entire life. Don't get me wrong, I love it when they do. They always protect and take care of me and I love them for that. But after that conversation, it got me thinking. What have I done for them? Yeah sure, I drive them to places and do their laundry but what else? They do way more for me than I do for them. I'm always the one crying, complaining, and being sad and they're always the one comforting me. I don't even remember the last time Nick or Chris cried and I was there for them. I'm just useless am I? All I do is waste their time and don't give anything back.

For the next week, all I could think about was how useless I was. Chris and Nick continued to take care of me and I couldn't find ways to owe them back. It was like Chris and Nick didn't need me but I needed them and it was getting frustrating. Why am I so dependent but they're so independent?

The next week (third POV)

The triplets were in the car eating before filming a Friday video. They were all eating silently. Nick and Chris have noticed a change in Matt's behavior this past week but haven't said anything yet. They decided this would be a good time to talk to him about it since they were in an empty parking lot and no where for Matt to just walk away or avoid the subject.