A Book Of My OC's

- I'll never forget about it - Part 2

Whoopee! A part two!!!

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Bemnezia's POV.

It had been a week since everything happened with Bamshee and that sick fuck named Taybi, I myself couldn't believe it, I was convinced that all of this was a dream, but when I finally realized that it wasn't, I felt and odd sense of relief.

Currently, I was hanging out with everyone, and it was getting dark out, but it was the weekend and I couldn't care less, I was never one to get much sleep on the weekends. I was sitting inside with everyone, listening to all the conversations going on around me, I zoned out for a majority of it until someone tapped my shoulder, I looked over and saw it was Mimzy, and she asked me if I was okay. I took a deep breath, "Everything... it's just a lot to process, what happened last week was just.." I trailed off, I couldn't find the words for what I wanted to say next, "You're still processing it, eh?" Mimzy said, she laughed after a bit, though it was that miserable type of laugh, "I'm still processing it too, I'm glad Taybi's gone, but..." Then Mimzy laughed again, the same miserable laugh. "I can't even find words for it too.." Mimzy said, she almost was talking in a whisper, "Me too...Hey have you seen Bamshee?" I said, Mimzy nodded and pointed at the front door, "He's sitting outside, why?" "Just needed to talk to him." I replied, Mimzy nodded and wandered away, she almost stumbled, and when she spoke, her voice seemed to slur, I could already tell she had been drinking, but I never minded, Mimzy was always so much different when she was drunk, as much as the reasonable side left her, she was still able to relate to how you felt, she just found ways to really make you think. That's always how Mimzy was, at least that's what I've heard.

I walked outside, seeing Bamshee sitting outside, his phone was next to him, and he was listening to music. "Hey Bamshee.." I said, he turned around quickly and squinted at me, "Hey Bemnezia." He said, turning away from me, I sat down next to him and sighed, "Looking at the night sky again?" I ask, he nodded in response, "Bem...do you think it should've been me rather than him dying?" Bamshee asked, I went wide-eyed for a second, "You're fucking insane, Taybi deserved death, what in God's name makes you think you should've died instead of him!?" I shouted, "Look man, I don't know! My mind is playing tricks on me, my mind is fucked up right now!" He shouted back, I sighed, "Bamshee, look, Taybi did...awful things, you know that." I said.

And then we went quiet for a while.

"Remember before everything happened, we were talking about taking a walk to see the moon in the best area?" I brought up, he looked at me, "Looking at the sky... seeing that beautiful moon and the stars-" "Fuck Bemnezia would you just shut up about last week!? For fuck sakes I killed a man!" "He fucking raped little kids, he found fucking joy in it! Why did he do it!? FOR HIS OWN DAMN SATISFACTION!" I yelled back, "God, I should just turn myself in.." "Hell no, You're not doing that." "Bemnezia, I killed someone and I can't just get away with it.." He mumbled, "Bamshee, look, you told him he deserved it, so please just...God I don't even know anymore." I didn't notice I was crying, I wasn't a crier, I didn't cry much, but with all this, I couldn't help but cry. I began sobbing my eyes out, "Bemnezia they're gonna find out, I swear they will, and then I'll never get out, I'll be locked up forever man.." Bamshee said, his voice broke. "Why couldn't we just have gotten him arrested, he could've just suffered and rotting in prison, but now he's just gone.." Bamshee mumbled, "You know damn well the police probably wouldn't do anything, and the justice system here is shit, they'd probably give him house arrest!" I said in between sobs. I don't know what was happening, but I felt the urge to scream, the urge to throw something, the urge to just get this anger out before it got worse. I got up and wandered away from Bamshee and just let it out, I was screaming and screaming, tears ran down my face, I heard Bamshee walk up to me and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into a tight hug, I cried and cried, letting out everything about how I felt. I liked that Bamshee listened, "It's going to be okay, It is all going to be okay.." He said quietly, I was shaking terribly, "We'll be okay, we'll get each other out of this, it's okay.." I heard Bamshee say, before he pulled away from the hug, "You look exhausted, Bem, get some sleep." He said, "Fuck dude... you're right, I gotta go home.." I said, wiping my tears away, "Hey, I catch you up pulling all-nighters I'll kill you, Get some sleep." I laughed when Bamshee said that, I nodded. "Goodnight Bamshee!" I said, before walking away, "Goodnight Bemnezia!" Bamshee shouted back, I smiled and walked home. Boy for once I was excited to be home.

Chapter End.

(Sorry I'm writing so much abt my OCS and not my OG content!)