| 'awsiteng | Ao'nung x Reader

| Chapter 16, Her. |

Past -

You had asked Kerne to be with you, and of course he said yes, but you knew he had bad intentions. But today was the day you guys were going back to your old new home?

Landing your Ikran you hopped off Kerne came over taking your hand, he gave you a smile, you returned a quick one. You were getting serious deja vu from all of this. Everything happened just like it did last time. Your father spoke to Tonowari, then Ao'nung and Roxto appeared.

He caught your eye, making you smile at him. He was as beautiful as you remembered. He in return gave you a sour look at such a friendly smile. You turned away ears going back at the face. You didn't like the face of disgust he gave to Na'vi, because it was a face no one wants from him.

Face of disapproval and it was haunting. You turn back forward and watch the sense unfold once more, then accept you into the clan. But this time you didn't engage with Ao'nung at all. You finally made it to your old home many years ago. You helped your family set up and what not, along with having your meeting.

After a while your family had settled down, and headed to bed. It was hard for you to sleep that night, but then again you did have Kerne all up on you. Not the most comfortable thing.

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Present -

"How are you doing Ao'nung?" Tsireya asked, placing a hand on his back sitting next to him. He didn't say anything and just kept an eye on you, it had been about two weeks now and he was losing himself.

"This is not good for you. You can not fall back into your depression like you did with father. Your children need you." She said, Ao'nung looked at his sister with tears filling his eyes, she felt horrible for him. Putting a hand up to his face, he leaned into it.

"I blame myself for this, and I do not know how to fix it." He said, his sister shaking her head no.

"There is no possible way this is your fault, Eywa is doing her part, and [Y/N] is fighting, not for herself but for you, I can feel it." She said, putting a hand on his chest, he glanced back over at you, squeezing your hand that he has been holding non-stop.

"She will be ok, what she would like from you, is to take care of your children, they need you. They are having a tough time with their parents not being present. Now go on, I will be here." She said once more, making Ao'nung give you a kiss on your forehead, before walking out to find his children.
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Past-

The days had gone by so slow and fast at the same time. But you waited for the day you returned home, your real home.

You had not attended any lessons for one, you didn't want to go through them again, and two you wanted to avoid Ao'nung. Yes he was rarely there but it was for good measures.

Your siblings were very concerned for you, you weren't your happy, sporadic self. Along with that you and Kerne would practically fight every day. You were not happy here, but you wanted to keep your family safe, and doing as Eywa said.

"Sully's stick together." You whispered to yourself, before heading out the door. It was the night of the party for Ao'nung and becoming the leader very soon. The Sully's were invited, and your siblings (mostly, your twin) wanted you to come.

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Walking into the room, arm linked with Kerne. He was such a terrible guy and you hated being in his presents, with a passion. Throughout the night, you mainly stayed with Neteyam. Kerne didn't stay by your side at all.

He ran off 10 minutes after you arrived. Neteyam knew there was something off about you, but it was hard for you to talk about your feelings if it wasn't Lo'ak. You watched as the night went on, not wanting to be there any longer. It made you feel somewhat sick.