Sho is not seeing the person others see she is seeing herself in a negative way) warning his story contains self hate and negativity E.D.O mentions of self harm
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🎶Look at me You may think you see Who I really am But you'll never know me🎶
Sho's pov
This has been come a daily habit self torturing myself honestly look at me what do you think you see you see the perfect girl the happy girl the perfect girlfriend but that is far from truth you'll never know the real me not really
🎶Every day It's as if I play a part Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world But I cannot fool my heart🎶
Sho’s pov
Everyday every bloody day i feel like i am playing a part a role if you like i get and do my normal routine then plaster on this fake Persona this mask and it works i have everybody fool everybody but myself that is
Sho:🎶Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show Who I am inside?🎶
Sho started to develop so really bad habits like skipping food and lying she had eaten to self harming semi and Satori were starting to get worried deep down they know they shouldn't but they wanted to she what was happening with their gf so they started placing hidden cameras around
Sho:🎶I am now In a world where I Have to hide my heart And what I believe in🎶
Sho’s pov
I hate having to hide that i am struggling i hate having to hide that i am not the perfect girl people see but that is the role i have been dealt
Tendou:what does she mean by that
Semi strugged and they kept listen
Sho:🎶But somehow I will show the world What's inside my heart And be loved for who I am🎶
Semi:she doesn't feel loved but we love her 💔
Tendou:and she knows that Eita she must be going through something she can’t talk about
Sho:🎶Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection Someone I don't know? Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time? When will my reflection show Who I am inside🎶
Semi;has she been pretending all this time
sho goes to get food and them changes her mind and semi and Tendou saw the saw all the food they had made her are in containers in the fridge this upset semi greatly
Semi:she's starving herself Satori
🎶There's a heart that must be Free to fly That burns with a need to know The reason why🎶
Sho's pov
There is a heart in me that wants to be no needs to be it burns to be free, free from all the self hate from the pain free to be the way Eita and satori see me
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book of haikyuu one shots
Non-Fictionall the haikyuu oneshots i have done on wit i will copy to here This will feature rare ships Fem hinata and other characters as female My own AU siblings This will be nothing and not repesent the anime or manga the characters are so out of charac...
