"You're pathetic. You really call yourself a warrior?"
"Shut up" I whisper.
The voices laugh. "You couldn't even protect Lexa. I wonder how you're gonna protect your daughter."
"Shut up" I said a little louder. I couldn't see where the voices were coming from but I heard it everywhere.
"You're so weak. Everyone you touch dies." The many voices are starting to sound like one.
"Shut up!"
"First your father, then Anya, Lincoln, Lexa, Castia..." I can finally see who the voice belonged to.
"Shut up!"
"You're like a leech, sucking the life out of everyone."
The voice, was mine.
"Shut up!" by now I was yelling. "Shut up, Shut up, Shut up!."
"Rocky! Hey Rocky, wake up" I wake up to Luna shaking me. "It's just a dream, Rocky, it's okay." I start crying. I'm crying and I can't seem to stop. "It's okay, I'm here." Luna comes and hugs me. I have only been here a couple of days, but the nightmares were endless.
"It's not okay. Bring them back. I want them back." I sob. "I want Lexa, bring me Lexa."
"I'm here, I got you." I start crying harder. I love Luna, but she wasn't Lexa. I want Lexa to hold me right now. I want Lincoln to ruin our beautiful moment, by asking if he could draw us. I want to run through the woods with Lexa chasing me because I played a prank on her. I want to go home. Not the place, the people. Lexa and Izzy are my home. I want to be with them both right now, but I know I can't.
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It has been an hour since I woke up. I can't get out of bed. I feel so numb. I feel terrible. Not only because I'm missing my family, but also because I know my daughter is hurting just as much, but I can't do anything to comfort her. I'm not strong enough.
Luna is with Izzy right now. Showing her around. I haven't seen her cry yet. I know that's not a good sign. I need to to talk to her as soon as possible.
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A/n: These next few chapter will be short, only because they are filler chapters.
I have a question to see if you guys are paying attention, and to let ya'll know I did it on purpose. What changed between Rocky and Isabelle since Lexa's "death"?
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From a Leader to a fighter (Lexa x Oc)
أدب الهواةThis is book three of From a - To a series. Each season is a new book. Go read the other two books first. Season 3 of the 100. Lexa x Rocky.
