Atsushis pov :
He ate then went to bed feeling a little bit proud of himself .He woke up the next morning to his headphones on his desk .
He smiled and got ready for school .
Putting on a jumper over his uniform as his long sleeves were in the wash .
He headed down stairs where Dazai was eating cereal on the couch .
"Morning kiddo how you feeling ?"
"Ok why ?"
"Just asking as when you eat something you normally tell me your sick the next day "
"Well not today I guess I have to go "
"But it's so early and I'm dropping you and Aktugawa off so you have to stay "
"Why ?"
"Because I want to ok go do something "
Atsushi rolled his eyes and walked back to his room .
He listened to music and looked at his arm thinking if he should tell Dazai or not .
His door started to open so he quickly pulled his sleeve down .
"We have to go now - what are you doing ?"
"Oh Aktugawa , nothing let's go "
"you better not have "
Atsushi put his shoes on but couldn't find his bag .
"Here I put some stuff in as you forget this morning "
Dazai hands Atsushi his bag and they walk to the car .
"Did you finish that English project ?"
Dazai said as he pulled up to the school .
"Um I think so "
Atsushi and Aktugawa get out the car , Atsushi going to walk off but Aktugawa grabbed his arm .
"I think you should stay with me today since your so lonely and its pathetic"
"Ok ?"
They walk into the class and finish the English project.
"Hey Atsushi nothing for us ?"
The guys stand around atsushis desk .
"Fuck off we're busy you dicks "
The boys walk off as Aktugawa yelled at them .
They head to their lessons and Aktugawa finds Atsushi again at break .
They sit in silence but it wasn't awkward .
Then going back to lessons where Atsushi fell asleep in one and they have a test next week .Atsushi managed to get away and go to the roof .
But Aktugawa found him and sat down .
"Your eating sit down . Don't make me force you "
"Yeah yeah "
Atsushi sat down and they started eating .
Aktugawa noticed Atsushi looking at the labels at the back .
"You shouldn't worry about what it says . If you like it eat ir
Atsushi nodds and eats his lunch .
He hadn't eaten that much in a few days so he started feeling sick during his second to last lesson .He knew it wasn't going to end well so at the end on the lesson he went to skip but Aktugawa again dragged him there .
Halfway through he started feeling super ill.
He couldn't concentrate and thought he was gonna be sick right there .
So without asking he just gets up and walks out .
Then runs to the bathroom .
No one was in the halls so it didn't take him long .
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He pushes open a stall and leans over .
Leaving no time to breathe between his hiccuping .
He vomits up all of what he just ate .
He feels bad that Aktugawa had used his time to stay an she ruined it .
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Reluctantly he walked back to class getting a death stare from Aktugawa .
At the end on the day Atsushi was asked to stay behind a second .
"Atsushi why did you walk out my lesson ?"
"I'm really sorry sir I went to the bathroom as I was feelings Ill and couldn't wait "
"Ok but next time just ask and I'll let you ok feel better "
"Thanks sir "
He leaves and Aktugawa is standing outside .
"Why'd you leave"
"I threw up "
"Oh . Ok "
"Don't tell Dazai he'll make a massive deal of it and I can't with that right now "
"Yeah ok whatever I won't tell Dazai "
They walk out the gate and there stood Dazai .
"Won't tell me what ?"
"Nothing what are you doing here ?"
"I'm getting you and I have to go to the office since you have some unauthorized absences "
Aktugawa and Atsushi go wait in the car while Dazai does that .
Dazai gets back in the car and starts to drive home .
"So atsushi how you feeling ?"
"Fine still why ?"
"No just wondering that's all"
'he so knows '
They get in and chuuyas on the couch .
They all just sit down but Atsushi goes to his room .
He goes to shut the door but it was stopped by someone putting their door there.
Aktugawa again pushes open the door .
"We need to talk "
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Concrete hell
RandomNOT FINISHED ! Atsushi has a difficult time at school . He get bullied quite often . He finds comfort in nhealthy coping mechanisms . Will he be found in the concrete hell. Tw ⚠️ Sh Ed Emetophobia Bullying Slurs Abuse