Concrete hell

Chapter 13

Very short I'm sorry xx

Tw ⚠️ : talk of sh
Dazais pov :

He cannot believes chuuya had just said that to him .
He's so mad , slamming his car door shut and drive away .
Going to the only other place he knows .
The agency .

"Dazai what are you doing here ? You don't come in when your supposed to so why when your not ?"
Dazai just sat on the counter in silence .
"No snarky comeback you alright ?"
"No , chuuya keeps trying to parent Atsushi for me since we fought out - out he's been cutting himself and shit "
He puts his head in his hands.
"im sorry dazai , things will get better "
"Will they though ? This kid is killing me kunikida , is - is it my fault there's all theses things wrong with him ?"
"No but your probably not helping -"
"That's what chuuya said "
"He's right , have you asked him why he'd done it ?"
"He was getting bullied , and I didn't know "
"That's ok , it's impossible that you know now , when did he last do it ? "
"Yesterday , he won't show me either said he died want to scare me , it has to be bad then right ?"
"Dazai calm down , you can't expect the worse and he'll show you when he's ready "
"Ok , what do I do now , I've just made a massive scene and made Atsushi and chuuya feel like shit"
"Go apologize , and listen to what he has to say then you might understand more "
"Ok thank you "

Atsushi's pov :
He sat there with chuuya for a few minutes .
"Are you going to send me away?"
"No of course not , We're just going to help you but that's only going to work if you help aswell "
"Ok "
"do you think you can explore why you do it ? "
"To feel something , punishment "
"Why would you need to be punished?"
"Because I suck , I'm lazy you heard dazai I'm weird"
"Don't listen to him , he's got his own little issue going on but this is about you "
The front door was closed again .
Then dazais walked into the bedroom .
"I'm sorry for storminess out , Atsushi this Isn't your fault I promised , can you help me understand more ?"
Atsushi nodded .