Concrete hell

Chapters 9

Tw ⚠️: talk of : sh / ed

Atsushi's pov :
He layed in bed staring at the ceiling as he couldn't sleep .
It felt weird having someone else in the room , akutagawa didn't.seem to mind as he's quite literally snoring .

He covered his head with the oil and eventually Fell asleep .

The next morning or afternoon he will up at 11 am.
Akutagawa was gone and his bed made.
Atsushi checked his phone and he had messages from dazai and akutagawa.

D- we went to the hops as your lazy ass didn't get up (9:10)

A- we're on our way back now .(10:53)

He left them on opened and just went back to sleep .

Akutagawas pov :
He woke up at around half 8 so he decided to just get up .
Atsushi was in bed with a pillow over .
'weirdo'
He walked downstairs , chuuya and dazai were on the couch drinking coffee .
"Chuuya you need to brush you hair "
"Yes I know Ryu thanks for telling me "
"Your welcome "
He sits down and looks at the TV they had the news on .
'how old are they ?'
"Hey akutagawa is Atsushi awake ?"
"No not yet "
"God he's so lazy "
"Osamu calm down its the weekend leave him to rest"
"Ok whatever "
The two bickered and akutagawa watched .
"Ryu we're gonna go to the shops wanna come ?"
"Sure "
"Ok go get dressed then meet us here in 5 "
He nodded and walked up to their room .
Atsushi was still dead to the world so he got changed in the room and made his bed .

"Atsushi up yet ?"
"Nope "
"I'll just text him were out and hello see it when he wakes up."

They got In the car and went and did a food shop .
Akutagawa again watched them bicker and fight down every Isle.
He just nodded to the things they picked up if he likes them or not .
And as he woke up they brought him a sweet .
He thinks it was odd as he's not 5 but enjoyed the thought .

When they got back there was no sign that Atsushi had moved .
So while they out the stuff away akutagawa had to go wake Atsushi as he was no 'taking the absolute piss' from dazai view.

When he got in he saw that he had changed positions .
"hey get up , your such a jinko , get up jinko "
"What ? Oh hi what time is it ?"
"Half 11 "
"Oh god I bet dazai is pissed "
"he is "
"Great "
He sat on his bed and read a book while Atsushi just waddled around doing things .
"Hey boys , do you want any lunch ?"
"Can I have ramen "
"Fine but you can't live off that Ryu "
"Watch me "
"Atsushi ?"
"No I'm ok but thanks "
"Ok"

Atsushi sat on his bed and twiddles his thumbs .
"Just say is already jinko "
"I so like that nickname but um - did you say chuuya help you when he found out about what you did?"
"Yeah , is there something you wanna talk about ?"
"No I just feel like he'd be more understanding than dazai , as you saw how he reacted when I slept in "
"Yeah I suppose - you can talk to chuuya is you want I suppose we are as dazai said a sort of families thing now - Ew "
"Don't say Ew at me -"
"Ryu it's downstairs "
"Ok"
He smiled at Atsushi before following chuuya downstairs .

He couldn't stop thinking about what Atsushi said , it was obvious he wants to talk to someone but doesn't know who or how .
So he'll get him started .

Dazai had to go to the agency as he pissed someone called kunikida off .
Tw ⚠️ :
"Hey um chuuya "
"Yeah "
"You know how you helped me with my self harm a while ago ?"
"Yes why - did you it's fine but-"
"No I didn't - it's um "
"It's ok I'm listening "
"It's Atsushi , he's done it too and I'm a bit worried , he also doesn't want to talk to dazai as he finds him a bit harsh I think "
"I can see that he is a bit hard on him - do you know why he's done this ? "
"Well um I found his blades in his desk so he told me a few weeks back that he's been doing it since his 2st year cause of bullying - I shouldn't have said something sooner "
"No it's fine - you've said something now , I can talk to him but maybe introduce him to the lady you saw at school "
"Ok thank you "
"Um Ryu do you know if he struggles with eating ? Cause dazai is quite worried about that "
"Yeah he said he had an eating disorder when he was younger and that he's slowly getting better"
Talking about it more openly really reminded him when he spoke about his old friend , chuuya could tell.
Tw ⚠️ over :
" Look I'm sorry Ryu , we can make sure he gets better I promise "
"Ok"