Tw ⚠️ : sh reference
Atsushi's pov :
He layed on his bed with his eyes closed , remembering he has homework .He walked downstairs to try and find the laptop to do it on .
After 10 minutes of Just walking around and flipping pillows he stands there .
"You ok Atsushi ?"
"Do you know where the laptop is ?"
"No I'm sorry "
"No it's fine it'll be here somewhere "
He eventually finds it in a kitchen cupboard for some reason .
Sitting back on his bed and started some science homework .But gave up after that because he didn't really care that much anymore .
"Did you find the laptop ?"
"Yes dazai I did "
"Good , glad to see your actually awake now "
"Yeah ok , can I have my headphones back ?"
"No "
"Why ?"
"Because I said so that's why , you better do all that homework or I'm beating your ass"
"Ok"Dazai closed the door but akutagawa came in shortly after .
"Did you do the math homework jinko ?"
"No , I can't be asked "
"Didn't dazai just say he'd beat your ass ?"
"I don't really care about that either - he wouldn't do it "
"Ok whatever "Atsushi dies really know what to do without his headphones and dazai Isn't giving them back for some reason .
But he wants them and knows where they are.
In the kitchen in the draw because dazai doesn't think he'd look there .He waits till he hears dazai come upstairs to get changed .
Running downstairs and into the kitchen .
Chuuya was on the couch but was curious to see what he was doing .
"Didn't he take them away ?"
"Yes but I want them back and his only excuse was 'because I said so', are you gonna tell him ?"
"No , it's important to have things that keep you happy and relaxed "Dazai came back down so he hide them behind his back .
Dazai just stared at him as he walked backwards up stairs .
Finally getting in his room , he plugs in his headphones and lays in bed and closes his eyes .It's been a few hours and Atsushi had fallen asleep .
"Jinko ! Their call us down for dinner "
"But I'm not hungry"
"come on , you can have a little "
He puts the headphones under his pillow and they walk downstairs.
"Atsushi set the table please "
"ok"The food was good but Atsushi really wasn't in the mood.
"Come on Atsushi you haven't eaten all day "
"I am "It was a short dinner as they finished quickly , he just threw it away which got a side eye from dazai .
"I'm gonna have a shower "
"Leave the door unlock Atsushi "He rolled his eyes and walked upstairs , he hasn't had a shower in a while because he just couldn't be asked .
Shutting the door and turning on the water so hot it burns his skin .Washing his hair and just taking in how quiet it is.
But then he looked to the side .He does know who's it is but there's a razor just sitting there .
Akutagawas pov :
He sat in the couch with the others but just scrolled on his phone.
Still listening in on their conversation .You can hear the shower running from downstairs so they knew Atsushi was still in there .
Dazai had cuddled onto chuuyas chest and fallen asleep .
"chuuya did you shave ?"
"Yes why?"
"You just look - I don't smooth I guess "
"Thanks ?"Akutagawa decided to go upstairs , the shower was now off , when walking past the bathroom he could hear the sound of light crying .
He knocked on the door .
"Jinko you ok ?"
"Yes I'm fine "
His voice was all over the place and obvious he'd been crying .
He attempted to open the door but I was immediately slammed shut .
He might have been getting changed but akutagawa didn't feel right about it .
He waited for him to come out .
Atsushi's pov :
He opened the door and saw akutagawa standing there .
"What ?"
"Were you crying ?"
"No I wasn't "
He was putting his towel on the bannister .
"Is there blood on that ?"
He pulled it off and hide it behind his back .
"No stop being so nosy "
He pushed passed and walked downstairs to out the towel.in the wash.
Akutagawas pov :
He walked into the bathroom and picked up a bloody razor.
'oh jinko
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Concrete hell
RandomNOT FINISHED ! Atsushi has a difficult time at school . He get bullied quite often . He finds comfort in nhealthy coping mechanisms . Will he be found in the concrete hell. Tw ⚠️ Sh Ed Emetophobia Bullying Slurs Abuse