Concrete hell

Chapter 8

Tw ⚠️ - talk if sh / ed / emetophobia

Atsushi's pov :

He lays in bed panicking .
'this is all akutagawas fault why did he do that ?'
He pacing around his room then tripped on a box .
"Fuck - ow "
Hearing a knock at the door .
"Hey Atsushi you ok ?"
"Yes I'm fine just tripped on a stupid - fucking box "
Trying to stand up but just falling again .
Dazais opened the door finding Atsushi stuck in a box.
"Hey Don't swear at me and what's wrong - really you've been acting out "
"I'm fine and you swear at me all the time "
"No your not and I'm an adult so I'm aloud "
"That's not fair , I'm tired I'm going to bed "
"Ok , get up early so we can help chuuya and akutagawa move "
"Whatever "
Dazai sighed and closed the door .

He fell asleep kinda terrified for the next day .

"Get your ass up and help you lazy bitch !"
Atsushi sat up from getting startled .
"Hey hurry up we gonna move my stuff "
Akutagawa stands at the open door .
"Right ok , give me a second "
He stands up and stretches .
They walk downstairs so he slips some shoes on and they walk over to akutagawas house .

They walk in to akutagawas room .
"Despite all the boxes everywhere you have a nice room "
"Had now I have to live in your little hobbit hole "
"Don't blame me for that "
"Shut up and take a box "
They leave the boxes in the living room while dazai and chuuya set up the beds .

"Ok you can start bring your boxes up now "

They bring up boxes and set up their room .
"This looks good "
Atsushi lays on his bed and akutagawa lays on his .
"Ok you two dinner is ready In a second so come down soon "
Chuuya looked at the room and said it was a good look .

They went downstairs and sat at the table .
"Isn't this great ? We're like a big happy family"
"Shut up mackerel "
It was obvious a bit awkward so dazais tried to fill the silence.
"So how is school akutagawa ?"
"Good I guess "
"Come on Ryu give him more than that "
"Ok , I'm not failing anything so far"
"That's good Ryu , what about you Atsushi ?"
He choked on his water .
"Yeah same , flying high at the Moment"
Akutagawa side eyed him .
Atsushi side eyed back .
"Your room done ?"
Dazai started packings up the plates .
"Yes "
"Ok jeez calm down tiger"
Atsushi rolled his eyes .

It was now hitting Atsushi that he felt sick Like really sick .

They were all sitting on the couch .
"Atsushi you good ?"
"Yeah I'm fine , just gonna go to the bathroom "

He excused himself and walked upstairs .

He closed the door and sat on the floor trying to let the feeling pass .

Tw ⚠️ :
Feeling the acid rise in his throat .
He leant over and let it out trying not to make lots of noise .
But fail when he had a coughing fit .
When it stopped he took a deep breath .
Having to use the side to stand up .
Washing his mouth out in the sink .
Tw ⚠️ over :

He walked to his room as he felt light-headed .
Falling onto his bed , stuffing his face into the pillow.
"What's up your ass ?"
Turning around forgetting that akutagawa now shares a room.
"Nothing I'm just tired "
"I bet you are , yeah we all heard you by the way "
Atsushi leans back and smothers himself with the pillow .
"sorry "
"Don't apologize that's pathetic , you do need to talk to dazai he's getting worried about you and that's effecting chuuya "
"Ok but how do I even bring something like this up ?"
"I don't know "
"That's great thank you so much "