Concrete hell

Chapter 11

Atsushi's pov :

He puts the towel in the wash and adjusted the sleeve to his jumper .
He can see dazai staring at him from the corner of his eye .
"What ?"
"Have you eaten anything today at all ?"
"I just did why ?"
"because you look really thin , take off your jumper I wanna measure your waist "
He then started to panic .
"No , I so have a shirt on under this "
"And ? Just do it then it'll be over"
"Can I lift it up ?"
"No because that'll stretch your rib cage - just take it off what are you hiding ?"
Now at the point where dazai is fighting Atsushi to get the jumper off .

Chuuya had woken up from a little nap and saw the chaos unfolding Infront of him .

In the flapping about between them his sleeve slightly rolled up.
"Atsushi what's that ?"
"Nothing "
"Was that a cut ? Atsushi show me your arms now "
"No "
"I'm not fucking around Atsushi this is serious show me them now"
"No go away "
Attempting to walk away but dazai blocked his path.
"One don't talk to me like that and two your not going anywhere till you show me what the fuck you've done Atsushi"

He's so confused and doesn't really know what to do so he looks around at chuuya as a sign for help .
He understood and stood up .
"Osamu calm down he's not gonna show you if your shouting "
"What else am I supposed to do he's literally hurting himself chuuya "
"Yes and your not helping "
Chuuya signaled over to Atsushi , dazai noticing how scared he looks right now .
"Atsushi you can go , we're talk about this tomorrow so don't worry about school "
Atsushi just ran upstairs and slammed the door .

"Are you ok ?"
He slid down the door .
"No, he's gonna kill me , and it's all my fault "
"How is it your fault jinko ?"
"Because I'm weak for doing it in the first place "
"Are you saying im weak aswell then , as I've done it do.in the past ?"
"No that's different "
"How ?"
"I don't know "
"Thats  because it's.not jinko , you are struggling and found something to latch onto that doesn't mean your weak "
Akutagawa helped.him into bed as he was all out of breath and panicked .
He layed down with him to.help calm him down.

Dazais pov :
"Chuuya am I a bad career ?"
"No.of course not , what made you think that ?"
"Well I've obviously done something wrong for him to hurt himself "
"This has nothing to do with you Osamu. , he's fighting his own battle which your not in "
"What do I do how ? Send him to a mental hospital ? He already can't eat -"
"Osamu you can't blame him for anything or over think this - right now all you have to do.is make sure he's ok with what's going on , by the sound of it he is"
"Ok , do you know something I don't ?"
"You have to promise.not to but in a let  me finish "
"I promise "
"Ok Ryu told me earlier today that he had found Atsushi's blades a few weeks ago and had thrown them away , apparently he's been doing this since first year because of bullying "
"First year ? That's so long chuuya  he's gonna he covered "
"If he is he is you can't change that all you can do is make sure.no more get added on - I did te you Ryu uses to do this too didn't I ?"
"I think so yes - so you know what to do ?"
"A litter but it depends on him , there's a councilor at their school who uses to see Ryu and she helped him a lot , maybe we can get her to have a chat with him ?"
"Yes I supposed that's a good idea"
"it's getting late and we can't overwhelm him too much , we can talk above it tomorrow like you said "
"Ok but what if he does it when we're asleep ?"
"Osamu you have to some faith in him , I can assure you he won't and Ryu is in there so he'll notice if something's wrong "

They walked upstairs and chuuya out dazai to bed then walked ok be to the boys room .
"Hey Ryu you still awake ?"
"Yes chuuya "
"Ok goodnight.and just keep.an eye on him tonight and we're deal with this tomorrow"
"Ok - chuuya he done it again earlier "
"Ok thank you for telling me , we'll have a good talk Talk I promise , night "
"Night "