Disconnected

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Have to ever felt disconnected from the world? As if you where looking at life threw a glass wall. Watching everything change and everyone live in a routine. As if you where to go to touch something it'll disintegrate, as if it never existed.
It's like I'm watching a movie, that keeps going. Nothing feels real, everything seems like a sugar pill, where it makes you think it's doing something but it's not, portraying realism. Life is so fragile it can crack and break and disappear.
Maybe I'm high, but not from drugs, or beer, it's more like a high that's high above the atmosphere looking in on the world as if I was God, but I'm not. I'm not as pure and mighty. Am I making any sense? No? I'm sorry, I confuse myself with my thoughts and views all being jumbled together. It's so hard to process it all at once.
Also I'm acting as if I'm having a conversation with you but your just reading my insane thoughts... I wish you could actually hear me pour my heart out but if you could I would probably reject anything you where to reply. Don't worry about me, I'll fly one day you'll see... Goodbye for now.
-Autumn

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