I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to say,
I wanna help you but my time is fading away.
My life is slipping threw my fingers,
But if you ever needed me I'll be there even if the pain lingers.
I know we're all screamers and dreamers, but only few of us follow our dreams.
Maybe if you followed your dreams and acted like your self you wouldn't have delt with all the pain you've felt.
But what do I know? I'm a broken record that's repeats the same thing over and over because no one listens because no one cares.
But they'll stare at you and think you have no clue, like you have the flu. I have the flu it's just in my mind, Is that such a crime that it has to be demised?
Oh well, I guess I'll see you in hell.
Where it has all our fears but I'll smile with a sneer, and scream oh dear, because I'm already here, everyday and ever night I fight.
I'll fight until I make it out alive.
Maybe then you won't demise my fight, the flu inside my mind, the one you said I was better off dead.
You're right, I should be dead but I'm not, I hope the fact that I'm not left a spot on your heart like a dot that sparked, so when I depart you'll live in the dark.
Maybe then you'll see all the times I tried to help you, to pull you out, and all the love you rejected, and fought with me about. And I hope it eats you alive.
Hopefully it's you that screams this time.
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Inspiration of an unlucky girl
PoetryPoems, and inspiring quotes. This will be added to quite a lot. All the poems are written from recovering depression, anxiety, and etc. The poems are all written by me. I hope this will give inspiration to recovering from anything you may be going t...
