Lord I need you.
Lord I need you.
Lord I need you.
Lord I need you.
Lord I need you.
Lord I'm crying.
Lord I'm dying.
Lord I don't know what to do.
Lord I'm over emotional.
Lord I don't wanna be alone.
Lord I'm so scared.
Lord why am I this way?
Lord why am I this insane?
Lord why does he love me?
Lord im so scare of losing him and everything else.
Lord why do I keep thinking of my grandfather dying?
Lord if he dies I'll be nothing.
Lord why am I so stupid?
Lord why am I so worried?
Lord I feel like he is going to leave me.
Lord I feel like your going to leave me.
LORD WHY DOES EVERYONE LEAVE ME!
LORD WHY DID MY MOM LEAVE ME?
LORD WHY DID MY REAL DAD LEAVE ME?
WHY DID MY SECOND CHANCE AT A FATHERS LOVE EVEN LEAVE ME?
LORD WHY WHAT DID I DO WRONG?
LORD IM FUCKING CRYING SILENTLY SO MY COUSIN WONT HERE ME EVEN THOUGH I WANNA SCREAM MY EYES OUT AND IDK WHY!
LORD WHY AM I SO INSECURE?
LORD WHY IS MY HEART BREAKING FOR NO REASON?
LORD WHY AM I SO BROKEN?
LORD WHY DOES THIS ONLY HAPPEN AT NIGHT?
LORD WHY CANT I HELP HIM?
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Lord why am I so useless?
Lord why am I so afraid?
Lord why do I have little faith but a lot at the same time?
Lord why isn't my family normal? Kids aren't supposed to be moved out from their mommys at 12.
Lord why doesn't my real dad love me?
Lord why does my "dad" now love me sometimes? Lord I didn't walk into his life and ask for him to be my father why is he doing this to me?
Lord why does my mom only pretend to love me when she wants something?
Lord am I really a burden on my grandparents?
Lord am I really asexual?
Lord did he really touch me like that when I was so young? Lord is my mom lying about it only being a dream? Why did it feel so real?
Lord why am I crying?
Lord why am I pouring my heart out in a poem on the internet?
Lord why are we all depressed?
Lord why am I so scared he's mad at me?
Lord why am I so paranoid?
Lord why and I so naive?
Lord why do I believe in gay rights when you say it's wrong?
Why do others think I'm not trying to Change the way I feel about that?
Why do they think I'm a bad Christian because I question you?
Why do they think I'm bad for believing in all love and equality?
Lord why am I asking all these pointless questions?
Lord
Lord
Lord
I'm sorry forgive me, I am weak and scared and calling for you and I'm so terrified and this is the only way I know how to say it.
I love you Lord.
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Inspiration of an unlucky girl
PoetryPoems, and inspiring quotes. This will be added to quite a lot. All the poems are written from recovering depression, anxiety, and etc. The poems are all written by me. I hope this will give inspiration to recovering from anything you may be going t...
